u/robodinomon

My girlfriend broke left me for a mutual friend about a week ago. This is my first heartbreak. On the way out she said the cruelest things to me and I can’t help but still love her. She’s so wonderful and knew me so well, I never knew I was such a bother. She’s such a magnificent person and she’s taught me how little I matter. I hurt so much, I’m so cold, and I can’t stop sobbing every day. And I can’t exactly break contact yet since I see her every day. I trust her so much and she keeps breaking that trust but every time I get mad at her I just feel sad. No real desire for retribution, I just don’t know what to do.

My girlfriend, she was my first left me last week and I can’t seem to get over her. She left me for a friend of hers. She says such cruel things to me but I can’t help but love her. I’m feel so alone, I feel so cold. I just don’t know how to be without her. I sob every night and I cry so easy now. I feel so weak, I just wish I wasn’t so alone.