u/rooftrash

Hello there, I am on Day 2 again for what feels like the millionth time and starting an IOP program tomorrow. I do enjoy meetings and hearing other’s experiences, but have never tried to work steps or anything.

I am in therapy and stuff, but what I’m doing now is not working and I’m going to have to do something different. I am not social at all which can make meetings difficult at times, but my addiction loves my isolation and I’m going to have to push myself out of my comfort zone a bit.

I do not even know where to begin to even find a sponsor. It feels so freaking nerve-racking, but I can’t do this by myself anymore.

TIA.

Edit: Thank you everyone for your replies. I feel a lot less stressed out about it all from reading your comments.