u/sailo777

i'm a 3rd year nursing undergraduate, this is my first time applying for a job and chose Optum because of their healthcare account

i passed the initial interview, and i'm really nervous about cat assessment, but surprisingly i passed with a high score, but i didn't expect the questions in the final interview, they said since i have no bpo experience they're just going to ask me to do a roleplay to show my skillset, it caught me off guard, it took me 4 tries to even come up with a boring scenario and i felt they're annoyed because it's just so simple and easy task, and i felt really stupid because i have 2 years experience in performing arts

i usually can handle rejection easily but to a first job application and i failed just stings really bad, i don't know what to do next, i have a scheduled interview in mckinley on another company (also healthcare account) i'm starting to think if i should go, i'm scared, overthinking, i know i am just overreacting but this rejection made me feel some type of way. it's early but i'm starting to think i'm just not good enough for this type of job

we're in relationship for 1 yr 3 mos (we're both gays btw) he recently got a job sa Taguig and made some new friends (a girl and a gay guy), one of which nangutang sakanya and nagmessage ng "i love you"

that started my 'selos'

i communicated it with him eventhough nababawan ako sa sarili ko at that time, kase that's not me, i don't usually get jealous.

the guy's not even attractive (that's what my boyfriend said too) pero nakakabaliw. he's friends with lots of attractive people, the gay guy's not one of them but god damn, nakakabaliw

then yesterday, nag bar sila with his friends (the girl and the gay guy) pinayagan ko naman siya. cause i really want him to go out more without me, but i woke up with videos he sent zooming in with that gay guy's face, i got insulted, i felt di ako nirerespect because i specifically told him i don't want to see that guy's face again.

now di ko alam how to start the conversation nanaman with him about it, or should i not bother at all? i need opinions.