Lost
Ive struggled with gambling like im sure most people on here have, ive been up and down multiple times over the last few years. I just had my last session where I was up a lot and then lost it all and threw a bit more on there to try and chase and failed (obviously). I had a similar situation earlier this week where I went down HARD and chased it back up to almost even and told myself that was it but it wasn’t.
After this last session of chasing and going down I impulsively went and self excluded myself from the last site that I had available to me, so now that’s it… I have no more sites that I can use.
I had self excluded from 99% of the sites before this but kept this last one as a « backup » which I know was probably not the best idea but nonetheless I had it.
I don’t know if it’s because I left on a low note or if it’s just because I know that I have no other places to go play now but I have this feeling of depression where I thought I would feel relief knowing I can’t play anymore. Just wanted to reach out and see if others have felt this way before or maybe to validate others who are feeling the same.