u/salty_sea_turtle

I got divorced after being with my husband for 20 years. I was pretty over the relationship for many reasons. I don't miss being with him, but I miss my best friend. He knew me better than anyone and I genuinely enjoy spending time with him. I just lost the romantic spark. I have friends but none are that close. I've never had a deep connection with a friend. So I just really miss that. We talked a lot at first after we divorced and I moved away. Lately it has dwindled though. He is less responsive. I know it's for the best but I'm just feeling a deep void lately.

I know you'll say go make some new friends! I learned i have an avoidant attachment style and I'm introverted so it's not that easy. Plus I work from home.

37. It never ends. Went to get a haircut today and this lady just stares at me for a long time. Finally, she says, you have the prettiest eyes. That is not what you stared at for that long but thanks I guess. Just like hate going anywhere honestly.