u/scara0000

Yk, I really tried to survive. Tried dating, when things went somewhat well, I somehow sabotaged it. Tried an online dating thing, really linked this guy, again, sabotaged it, funnyly enough I was somehow got attached to this guy.

Then again, who could handle a broken price of junk like me? I'm beyond repair, I cannot be fixed, nor do I want to. Even if I get together with someone, they'd get tired of me after a while, I tried, never worked out, so why bother trying again just to waste energy and time.

The way I'm doing this is with a combination of a combination of pills. It's working, if it doesn't work fast enough, I'll use a knife, not in the wrist like some pussy but directly in the chest. At the exact time my mom time. Funny thing, I wasn't even the fav child, was invincible till she found out I was suicidal. This way I can be buried at the same grave as my mom, not so sure she'd be happy tho 😂

I just want to end this mystery, there's nothing left other than this emptiness and hollowness, not a single positive emotion left in me.

I think the day I die, it'll be the happiest day of my life. I'll be free of every suffering and mystery I've been carrying all my life.

Most AI companies these days are contracted with this bs Zendesk company. If you inquire something, they'll reply. If It's a tricky situation, a real agent will reply. But when you send them complaints, they'll just send a bot reply that they'll see to your case and just disappear. They'll never follow back. And the AI companies that are contracted with this BS Zendesk has no official mail, so all reply will automatically come from Zendesk. I filed a formal complaint Against one of their agent named "Abrar" for providing false info and not even reading my first mail properly. They have yet to give a reply, even tho It's been more than a month. All of these AI companies are just collecting data from YOU. And when you outlive their usage, they'll sack you without explanation, Especially without a single payment. This case is especially for generalist, language related projects. These f***ing AI bots that takes interviews can't even talk in any other language properly other than English, and they give review that your proficiency, in Your native language is poor. AS**oles.

They mailed me that I was onborarded, not just qualified but onboarded. Then after not hearing from them for over 20 days, they told me I wasn’t selected while screening, tf? I even rejected another opportunity because of that "onboreded" mail. So proper explanation was given other than it was a "system error", just wanf to ask wtf? If if was a system error, why didn’t they let me know beforehand!!??!!