Hello guys !
The gig in Berlin just ended.
I was the lucky person Jarvis gave his cup to.
Has ANYONE got a video of it ??
Or has anyone got a video of him giving me his hand during acrylic afternoons ??
Any angle would be fine, I’d be SO grateful.
Hope everyone gets home safely 💓
Hey guys !! :D
A few months ago I made my first post about the same subject, and I feel a little lost. I have been into manifestation for a while, and I have made some great progress over the years and especially past months since that’s when I started taking it really seriously. I don’t struggle to manifest "small" or "meaningless" things anymore, and I even had success with "big" things that were very emotionally heavy to me, and seemed basically impossible from an objective point of view.
Thing is, there is one thing that I have been manifesting for quite a while now, and that is getting in contact with my celebrity SP. I know it sounds silly and cliché, but I promise I know what my intentions are, just trust me.
I have actually had some HUGE progress on that one a while ago. For example meeting him several times pre- and post-concert with certain details that made it clear it was my manifestation and not just a coincidence, or being the literal main character during the show. I could explain, but that would take a while since it’s really a lot.
And one important detail about this SP is that it’s actually quite easy to text with him. I have some friends in the fandom who have texted with him a lot, he even helped one of them with a school project a while ago (like ??😭)
And this DM thing has been one of the things that really made me spiral. If you read my last post you will see that I was genuinely losing my mind over him texting another girl who met him with me even though he was clearly more affectionate with me.
I became so desperate to also get a DM from him, tagged him everywhere, kept replying to his stories, etc. But at some point I realized what was wrong.
I gave SO MUCH meaning and wasted so much energy to something as stupid as a DM which, as I said, is ESPECIALLY not even something unlikely from him, all while I had some genuinely special interactions with him in real life. I figured I subconsciously saw him finally replying to me as a final confirmation for everything, saw the other girl as a competition and got SO ANXIOUS over everything.
That’s when I started detaching, working on my self-concept and eventually got very calm and confident.
Then I got the chance to see him play again at a festival, y’all when I tell you, I was SO SURE that’s where everything would finally come together. I was truly and genuinely calm, confident and just KNEW it would work out in my favor, and I can recognize the feeling of knowing my manifestation is done very well at this point.
The festival was Saturday and my friend and I definitely were the center of attention the whole time, which made me even more confident. I just KNEW this was it.
Sounds amazing right? Well guess what! NOTHING.🤩
He even saw my Instagram story, which has also never happened before, and when I noticed, I was even more sure he was finally gonna reply to it. But no!
I just don’t understand what the problem is.
As I said, I had easily manifested things that were way more emotionally charged and out of desperation than a stupid DM from some random ass man.
I want to give one example out of many without oversharing, just so you know what I’m talking about.
But a few years ago when I had just turned 18 I got kicked out of my home. I have a rough backstory family-wise and I was on the verge of becoming homeless with no income and more debt than anyone my age back then could possibly pay off. So not very good circumstances to get an apartment, especially not while people who have good circumstances also struggle so much to get apartments.
I applied to a handful of apartments and was so desperate and anxious (understandably so).
To make it short, the first reply I got was my absolute dream home, amazing location, affordable etc. And now I have been living there for so long without any issue, debts paid off, and happy.
There have been many things like that, and the reason I’m telling this is because I don’t understand why I keep having success with things that genuinely did come from proper desperation or even fear, but a meaningless message seems to be impossible?? And what confuses me the most it that I knew it was finally done.
I know many of you will probably say the universe is testing me, or that I’m subconsciously assuming I won’t get into contact with him. But I can confidently say that this cannot be the case. I know how to manifest, I know it ALWAYS works, and I have been persisting for so long. I worked on everything within myself that was in the way. What could I possibly still be missing? I try to not let it frustrate me, keep affirming, but it genuinely confuses me.
Thank you for reading, I would be so grateful if anyone could give me their perspective and some advice.
Sending love 💓💓