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IM SO HAPPY HEHEHEH OMG I CANT STOP GIGGLING TO MYSELF LIKE A CRAZY PERSON HEHHEHEHEHEH IM SOSOSO HAPPPYYYYY YAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYYYY

helloo !! im lowkey in desperate need of advice n idk anyone that can provide any meaningful help towards my situation. so basically im currently living in a lowkey shit household and im trying to leave asap. my parents (my mom especially) say very hurtful things towards me such as "i wish you were dead" "youre existence is shameful" "you should off yourself" etc etc and other forms of more personal degradation. i also have very limited freedom to do basically anything like: going out, the things i purchase, heavily monitored devices, who i speak to, what I do in my free time, etc etc. now that ive gotten the mild stuff out of the way i feel the need to mention the few instances when my parents have quite literally tried to take matters into their own hands and kill me. they drag me by my hair, smash my head into solid surfaces, beat me until they penetrate skin, slap me, punch me, etc etc (its mainly only my mom that tries to beat me to death) and for the skeptical n curious ppl she does explicitly state her intentions when beating me sometimes its for discipline and others its not. anyways I cant do much about any of that because im honestly i dont care enough im js trynna dip. im not the smartest person (my grades are nothing impressive 85-99 in all subjects except math i cant pass math for the life of me), I highly doubt my parents care enough to save up to send me to college or uni (whatever the fuck the difference is idk) so my only option is to somehow get a scholarship which i highly doubt I can achieve because idk. and if I saved up my allowance plus bday n eid money from now until my 18th birthday I would only have around 7,000 dirhams n thats barely anything in this day n age. im 14 and im scared i wont be able to leave this house if i cant leave the country when i graduate. im not gonna speak about religion or culture because even tho my parents have used both of them in ways to make my life more miserable i dont want anyone to interpret it as a generalization. im very sheltered and gullible with like almost zero life experiences, if anyone has any relative advice to this please share it with me. (IMPORTANT NOTE !! im not looking to run away right now im trynna figure out how i can leave as quickly and easily as possible when/if i graduate !!) umm okay byebye !

gadies and lentlemen im traveling tomorrow does anyone have any entertainment suggestions?

okay so im a 9th grade student (going into 10th) and im currently actively partaking in my final exams rn as i type this out. so basically im factually speaking here not trynna glaze myself but i get pretty good grades in most subjects (English, Arabic, physics, chemistry, biology, econ/business, the moe subjects, etc) i get anywhere from 85-100 in these subjects. my only issue is math (algebra and geometry) ive tried every "solution" out there (tutors, different study methods, lowering my expectations, youtube videos, etc etc) nothing worked. no matter how hard i try or the countless continuous hours i study it doesnt help its really becoming an issue. i haven't passed a single math exam this term and i failed my first ever final exam (im beyond devastated) it has come to a point where this subject is genuinely jeopardizing my admission into 10th grade. i have to come back in august to do a retake exam and if i dont score 70% or above its over for me. the future that ive been working so hard to build is gonna collapse and i have no clue what to do. ive run out of options brosquitos.

breh i give up.

dudes what the front door am i supposed to do in uaq all i can do is walk around (not anymore bc of the unbearable ball of fire in the sky) theres nothing fun around here plus nobody fun or my age at all lives here either someone take me out of my misery blehhh (umm al quwain for anyone that doesnt know)

so for the past few months i’ve been beyond curious about v@pes and i know its really bad for u and i’ve done extensive research about the consequences but the curiosity is eating at me and i can’t seem to take my mind off it. i’ve asked multiple friends that v@pe to buy me one but apparently they all feel “too maternal/paternal” towards me (they buy for others tho???) anyways my point is i obviously don’t look of age otherwise i would’ve already taken matters into my own hands and i cant order online and there aren’t any supermarkets around me so im absolutely stumped if anyone in shj is willing me provide one for me (obviously they’ll get paid) please message me or something im pretty desperate. yolo

(i had to censor or else it wouldnt post)