I love him more than anything in the world! Thinking about him makes me so happy, and no human language can express how much I love him! Doubles, please interact! :>
(Image credit goes to Sonic Channel.)
This is an AU of a scene from Sonic the Hedgehog 2006, where Sonic is killed by Mephiles. My OC avenges him in this AU.
The scene where Sonic dies traumatized me in my childhood, I didn't go to school and stayed in bed for a whole week because I was so distraught by his death. So, getting this commission was incredibly therapeutic.
Artist is plilithspin on Twitter.
Spoilertagged because the art contains blood. (Will remove if unwanted.)
I've been in love with Sonic for about 20 years. I fell in love when I was about 7 or 8 years old. He is the light of my life, and he has helped me through difficult times more than any real person ever could have. I love him more than words can express.
His carefree nature often takes my mind off the suffocating atmosphere of real life, and thinking about him brings a smile to my face every time. He is my number one favorite character in all of fiction.
Despite being in love with him for so long, I'm pretty new to yumeshipping/selfshipping. If I understood the terms right, I think I am a hypersharing Sonic yumejoshi.
By the way, am I allowed to post commissioned SFW art that I bought depicting my OC and Sonic? With credit to the artist, of course.
My best friend (we have been friends for about seven years) has been ghosting me for more than two months, and I don't know what to do anymore. He keeps ignoring my messages and has not opened our chat for more than two months, even though I only texted him about what has been going on in my life, or gaming news (we share a passion for video games), nothing toxic or judgemental.
At first, I thought that maybe something happened to him. But then, after I told her about it, a mutual friend of ours offered to ask him about it. She told me some time ago that he said to her that he felt "boxed in" because on one day, I called him five times in a row because I was panicking, my computer had a virus alert (that later turned out to be a false flag, thankfully) and he is very tech-savvy and usually helps me with things pertaining to computers.
I absolutely do not understand his reasoning for the ghosting, and I kind of lost my trust in him, to be quite honest. I also find it somewhat pathetic that he refuses to tell me directly, but instead only told our mutual friend about the reason for the ghosting. I'm thinking about sending him one last message that says I want to end the friendship.
I already told him that he can talk to me about anything, and that I need communication, not radio silence (For context: I am on the autistic spectrum and sometimes have a hard time reading social cues, which is why I need everything to be clearly communicated to me, especially in friendships). He didn't reply to that, either. So, my question is, am I a bad person for wanting to end the friendship after being ghosted for so long?