u/shvm09

would highly recommend you all to watch this.

RANT ALERTTTTTT

Just for context: I'm 21M, from Delhi. And the guy I was talking to was from Mumbai, he was 24. He "is" 24, he's not dead. He's still somewhere out there.

Now how I end up talking to this person is not that important.

But what's important is, how he made me feel "unintentionally". I said, unintentionally bcoz he didn't know I'm a guy, a guy who's into other guys. He was straight, ikr a canon event. But while having conversations with him over a span of few months, one thing I get to know was that, this is the perfect guy. I mean, he's funny, he's sarcastic like me, he's cute, he's well spoken, he has a "personality", and WHAT not.

But then I switched back to REALITY, a fucking cruel reality.

Few days back, I blocked him out of nowhere. To save my sanity, I was so emotionally attached to him. It hurt as hell, but what's the point of all these "conversations" when I know the ending.

Maybe If I were a girl, we both might have a chance with each other.

And that's how, I had my "I wish I were a girl" moment:)

Boyd and his fav bell is back.

Monsters are back, our smiley is back too lol. And they are smart as hell. Wdym they were literally blocking the doors.

Everyone is more or less on same page, finally they are sharing their information with others. Julie and her storywalking being an exception.

The colony house massacre: part 2?? Idk if roger has died or not.

Fatima and smiley's connection. She's able to kind of control him (like a hive mind). I can sense golem being coming to life (maybe after fatima's death?)

**Side note**: I want someone to punch sofia on her/his face. That mf is ragebating me.

I love watching horror movies. To the degree, that one of my friends often says that whoever watches horror stuff is a psychopath. But I hate jump scares. I love the suspense and the psychological thriller part of this genre. But whenever it comes to jump scares, I shit my pants (not literally obv)

I often close my eyes or look away to avoid it lol. Does it happen with you guys too?

Coming straight to the point:

Recently I distanced myself from this person I used to talk for months. We used to text on insta mostly regularly, he's from another city btw. But over the time, I realised that I'm losing myself. And becoming too attached, like constantly waiting for his replies and all, and had developed feelings for him (he's straight, obv). And for him, all this might be just "friendly", but I was losing my shit.

So I decided to let go of this "months of talking" and finally blocked him, like no contacts at all. But now I'm having a guilt trip, a dilemma. As should I give that person a closure, stating why I can't continue this "friendship" or whatever it was. Or is it okay to let it be. Assuming, he will eventually understand it (considering how mature he is, which was one of the things I used to like about him a lotttttt)

I'm so confused, pls give your opinion.

I liked the pace of this episode. There were less unnecessary talks and "hey hey hey" lol. Also, we get to know a lot of stuff actually. The civil war soldier and the man with one eye damaged are not elgin, they are JADE himself from different timelines/cycles.

Tabitha's dreams are TRUE, they are very very important for the town, and its fate actually.

Tabitha and Jade, are truly the key to all this mystery. Considering this was the mid-series episode, they actually delivered their best.

Looking forward to more of this.