u/sixtyfivehours

Over the past 10 years my behaviour has become more and more reckless when it comes to sex with sex workers. Massage parlours are what really sent me spiralling.

So many things trigger me into a sort of Zombie mode and I just feel like im inside a body on auto pilot and visiting a massage joint.

Over the years ive spent tens of thousands of dollars and its affecting my relationships.

For example, id find myself subconsciously starting little fights with my partner to make myself feel justified that going and having sex with a Asian massage therapist is ok.

2 weeks ago it was my daughters birthday and I looked at my bank balance and I felt something ive never felt. I finally realised I have a problem.

I have friends who have overcome substance addictions and I respect them so much. I figured that I need to embrace this challenge and overcome this addiction I have too.

Its since been 2 weeks since my last encounter with a srx worker.

Not a single person I know knows about this.

Im thinking of telling my best friend next week, as a way to get it off my chest and also a way to make myself accountable.

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