u/skrip_v_nochi

I'm 21, I've been in college for several years, and I still haven't had a relationship. I'm not ugly, and I've had several guys court me, even once with a guy whose personality I liked. But I'm still very afraid of relationships due to a fear of physical intimacy and the fear that I won't be able to last long in a relationship because I'm rather cold and distant, which might bore my partner or make me tired of communicating with them. I'm so afraid of being alone for the rest of my life. Has anyone else experienced this, and how did you resolve it?

I have a very sweet and beautiful cat. She is 10 y.o. About two months ago, she was poisoned by something, after which we took her on IVs to restore her liver and kidneys. She didn't eat on her own the entire time, and even after the procedure was completed, she still hasn't started eating on her own. Now she's in a very bad condition. The doctor did an ultrasound and said that almost her entire liver is affected by cirrhosis or lipidosis. She said our cat has two options: euthanasia or hospitalization with intensive care. I don't know what to do. On the one hand, if her liver is affected by lipidosis, there's still a chance she can be revived, but if it's cirrhosis, it will just needlessly prolong her life for a couple of weeks. Besides, it's not a guarantee that intensive care will help at all. I want her to get better and I can't euthanize her, so I want to take her to a hospital, but if she dies in a hospital far from home, I'll never forgive myself. I'm so scared, that she could leave me, but doctor said, that it would be better in her state, to say godbye to her. What would you do in my place?