f18 please read before messaging 🖤

hiya! I tried making some friends here in the past with no luck so I’m here trying again i guess lol. Im pretty upfront and honest :3

I don’t really have too many interesting things going on in my life. I have a lot of mental issues and so I don’t really have any set or stable hobbies so I’m particularly horrible at answering questions or making small conversation around that. I do have a lot of interests but I only really open up about them once we’ve built a rapport. I can be super articulate at times and very silly and dumb other times. I love food, animals, and music. I’m also goth and I love experimenting with makeup.

I don’t really do hi/heys I kind of just jump into conversations lol. I’m kind of shy first and just like hearing about your nerdy interests but I also open up more and can yap your ears off eventually :3

Im pretty chill but also chalant asf I do better speaking to people when it feels like they actually want me there, not carting on some mundane banter.

I’m not the best friend, but I’m a kind and caring friend. I can be blunt at times however.

Im kind of quirky but that’s okay :3 im looking for friends around my age range. I won’t tolerate any predatory behavior and you will be reported.

I prefer to talk here for a bit first before moving somewhere else. If any of this sounds good or you have any questions my dms are open <3

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u/snuggyybuggy — 3 days ago

Kinda a slow and lonely evening (18 f)

I posted here forever ago on my old account but it all amounted to nothing, so I’ll give this a shot again. I haven’t really been on social media in a while so I’m kinda restarting lol.

Anyways it’s a pretty quiet night here in California despite it being the Fourth of July which is kinda strange. I spent the evening in bed with my cats since I didn’t really have anywhere to be lol.

Looking for some company preferably around my age :3 I’m very shy at first and kinda socially awkward but if I feel like I click with you then I open up and can yap forever lol. I much prefer clingy people. I would love to maybe find a long term friend but I doubt that will happen.

I only give out my discord after I’ve established some sort of connection or rapport first. My DMs are open and feel free to ask any more questions :D

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u/snuggyybuggy — 3 days ago

feeling isolated

this is my first post in this community also new account because I don’t want this on my main. kind of just a rant, some of it is unrelated but I can’t really find a more specific place to post.

I’m an 18 yo closeted trans dude. I’ve been POMO for two years now and have tried to move out of my parents household a couple times, but end up back here due to things not working out. I don’t really have a support system, as I lost all my family and friends when I left the cult at 16.

Things have hit me pretty heavy lately since the last time I ended up having to move back home. I feel so trapped and isolated. I feel stuck in an environment of close minded drones of individuals. It’s so stressful constantly having to walk on eggshells. I also have extremely unmanaged BPD due to trauma which makes it very difficult to live in this triggering environment.

I feel so alone and isolated today. My boyfriend of 8 months keeps sending me pictures of him having a great time with his family. Same with my friends. I feel so bitter. “It’ll get better” they say as I rot in my bedroom and watch the years pass me by as I yet, somehow STILL miss out on core experiences other people my age are having while I think about the past.

I’m just tired of feeling like this. And it sucks because that’s all they’ve ever known and simply don’t and can’t understand what I’m going through and then wonder why I’m so snappy and emotional (not using that as an excuse for harmful behavior.)

It just sucks and I guess there was really no point to this post than to say I feel pretty shitty lol

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u/snuggyybuggy — 3 days ago