u/softnutty

I want to find an anime that i have memories of, but i can only remember one scene. I truly only want to find this anime just to be able to relive watching this scene again. Basically, all i remember is that the characters were doing a school play (maybe romeo and juliet?), it was a romantic play iirc. However, this was an all boys school so every character is played by a guy, and the mc of the anime was chosen to be the ml in the play, the female lead of the play was also played by a male. Towards the end of the play theres a kiss scene, and to avoid having to kiss another guy, the mc basically switched angles so that the audience was only able to peak from the back and it looked like they kissed when in reality they didn’t. Apart from that one scene i think the anime also had something to do with angels, like the mc had one wing instead of the regular two. Mc also has red hair, but i could be mixing it up with other anime. I watched this anime like 2011ish, so it might be pretty old, but not like 90’s. Again i dont remember much, and i could honestly just have been hallucinating this whole anime, but if anyone has any ideas it is greatly appreciated. thanks.

Recently I told my parents that i wanted to go to a psychiatrist. However, instead of them supporting this decision they just told me to pray more and get closer with god. I fell into the sort of numb state after starting my thesis, and its just gotten worse, I’ve not progressed even a little bit with my thesis, so I decided that maybe getting help mentally would motivate me more. My parents though took that as a call for help but not in the way I want it. Im not saying they arent supportive, they’ve definitely helped me with some aspects of my thesis, but it just hurts that me saying i wanted help mentally just equals to me not being close enough to god. It makes me feel like my parents care more about my relationship to god than my mental wellbeing. I havent spoken a word to them ever since that interaction despite living in the same house. I just dont know what to do, should i just fess up about everything ive experienced mentally throughout my thesis, but i also dont want to speak to my parents unless they try speaking to me first about my mental wellbeing. btw this is not an open invitation to berate my parents, i still love them, i just dont know how to get through them.

I’m 22 and i should be graduating university this year but I don’t have the motivation to do anything. Every time i even think about my thesis my mind wanders towards darker places. Of course i’m too much of a coward to go through with any of that, but my thesis still isn’t getting done. I’ve gone through my thesis proposal twice by now, but after that i don’t have the will to do anything else. Seeing my peers graduating, moving on with their life and just generally get past this phase doesn’t help, i’m jealous, but i have no one to blame other than myself. This semesters almost over and i haven’t done anything, i promised my parents i would finish this semester but i don’t think that’s gonna happen. You might say i’m depressed but getting diagnosed with any mental illness in my country is really rare and still extremely stigmatized. I just feel like a failure, 4 years in university and i don’t feel like I’ve done anything (obviously my fault). I don’t want to bother my parents with the financial burden of having to pay for another semester in university when this semester i didn’t even do anything.