
tiny violent idiot
this little idiot (rudy) was fighting other hamsters at the pet shop because he has the spirit of an angry dictator in him. he is very small but could unleash unknown horrors into this world.

this little idiot (rudy) was fighting other hamsters at the pet shop because he has the spirit of an angry dictator in him. he is very small but could unleash unknown horrors into this world.
im a first time owner and i really want to provide the best life possible for a little guy. im planning to go pick him up later on. is this ok? ive got more sprays coming in the mail and a multi chamber hide (im also picking up a bottle when i go and get him). any suggestions on how i can improve?
trying to repurpose some stuff i already have instead of going out and buying tons of new stuff. planning to get a dwarf hamster next week once ive got the cage set up but i was wondering if this would work for a sand bath? obviously with it tipped on its side and probably on a platform too. if not, any recommendations?
recently decided to seek help for suicidal thoughts. i started seeing a therapist and she made it clear that she would only see me if i “want” to get better. i expressed that i have complete anhedonia and i dont really care about anything. this place is for people who are at the end of their rope and contemplating suicide and ive showed up, yet shes still asking me if i want to work with her. whats my other option? there isnt any other option other than getting help or ending my life.
I keep having reoccurring dreams about my ex. Different scenarios like we have kids together or we are buying a house or whatever but then i wake up and obviously it’s not real and I’m just shattered for the rest of the day. i just wake up and cry. How can you get over that? Can you “train” your brain not to dream of these things?