u/somanynuts

I’m covered on every part of my body with Guttate psoriasis and have been for over a year. My NHS phototherapy treatment has been postponed three times now and I was supposed to start it today but this has now been cancelled too so I’m lost once again with nothing to hold onto for hope.

I don’t think I’m going to be able to get over this. I feel like psoriasis has defeated me. It feels too strong and has overpowered me. My suicidal thoughts have started popping up again and I haven’t had those in years. Getting very close to rock bottom now.