u/soundofsilencexx

I wrote down my dreams and saw myself on the bed in the dream I also got a dream of a racoon from my vision board I made.

Anyways I'm neo I'm 32. They then she her he him I try to astral and lucid dream I dont see much of now as of 15 years ago.... I'm trying to eat plant based and raise my vibration... The voices always say bad shit to me... I cannot stand life at all... I try to astral project to keep my mind awake.. It never even works.... Please talk to me.. I am trying daily

Like I dont mean to post this.. I'm just so tired I want to experience 5D more than anything.. Other dimensions.. I cant figure out how to open my third eye.. I'm going vegan... Like I hear voices constantly bullying me all the time.. I think I'm targeted sorry if this isn't allowed here I apologize more than anything.. So is it possible to leave your body and not come back?

Will it work? Will I manfiest what I want? I'm literally over here writing things down about my dream life... Do I need to keep writing? O.o

Sometimes.. I feel I cannot fall asleep... I always do- (￣ヘ￣）ᵁᴹᴹ... But I get more nervous and think I wont fall asleep. Am I going to leave my body? Does this lead to me leaving my body? Not actually falling asleep... I think my mind is wanting to be awake

My name is neo they them she her he him 32. I hear voices I assume they are real I believe I'm targeted. Mostly.

They always talk to me but especially they are acting up tonight. They force me to delete all my accounts and not be creative and be suicidal even though I dont want to be. I kind of wonder why I'm here. I dont matter at all.

I'm training to lay still. Is that doing the trick? I cant relax enough and I always end up falling asleep more than anything.

So I get attacked daily they call me all types of names... Harass me daily, play different tactics on me, try to get me upset, make me mad, etc. it's frustrating and I wish there was a way to 5D earth mostly, I'm frustrated daily all the time, I dont like it here on this planet.

I'm interested in starseed and spiritual things. I'm also into a lot of anime. I meditate daily. I'm very spiritual. I'm trying to go vegan. I dont really like fast food, I'm interested in UFOs, crop circles, aliens, starseed festivals, past lives, paranormal etc. so having someone that's into those things would really help me!

Like... I wonder if laying still is the key to everything? Am I training while laying still? I swear stuff started popping up at me and I was told I'll be activating my astral body. That I'm coming into contact with it. 😭

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Hey do you progress as you lay still? Cause I dont know if Im improving. I use binurals and wonder if I should go deeper into the stillness, I wonder if Im doing the right thing as well listening to binurals staying still. My legs cannot stay still at all.. I'm trying to find some medicine to stay still.

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Hey do you progress as you lay still? Cause I dont know if Im improving. I use binurals and wonder if I should go deeper into the stillness, I wonder if Im doing the right thing as well listening to binurals staying still. My legs cannot stay still at all.. I'm trying to find some medicine to stay still.