I need advice please help me out
I’m close to 16 year old , sadly people know me as a playboy , before you hate me please let me talk . 5 year ago or 4 I was fat had glasses and a terrible haircut and the moment I changed girls started giving me attention I didn’t know how to react to that and I did what I thought was the most reasonable I dated a girl a whole year almost . I was in love and with her words so was she but she mistreated me so we broke up . After a long while we did something again . That’s when my bestfriend told me they were f&cking I was so mad I didn’t know how to handle it and since all that I could never trust again I thought all girls are the same . And just fucked around
After a while I understood that after a year of building something of my own that could possibly make me money . I wanted to find a serious girl and I did she cheated on me .
After that I didn’t give up but something inside of me told me don’t give your full to anybody again . I would talk with girls but it wasn’t the same .
I came to the point right now that for me to get with a girl seriously I want her to be in my standards meaning pretty , be loyal and have similar personality .
Currently I’m with a girl that I have great time with but she’s not really my type she’s somewhere in between and I don’t want that that much . Maybe it’s because we’ve been away in vacation for a month but I don’t know what to do . Break up and just do something with any girl until I find the one ? Stay with her ? I don’t want to cheat on her I want to leave all that in the past . If you read all that thank you and I will read your advice .