Hieeee, I recently shifted to Supertech and it would be great if we could connect and go to the gym together with kyuki tumhare bhai (or bahen, whatever) ko patla hona haii.
Hieee, I recently shifted to Supertech ecovillage 1 and I'm kinda shy irl hehe. I am looking for a gym mate kyuki tere bhai (bahen, whatever) ne decide Kiya hai ki patla hona hai 😭 if you're interested lmk!!!
I'm a 20-year-old woman, and lately being a virgin has been bothering me more than ever.
For context, I'm 5'0", overweight, and have a large chest. I've spent most of my life believing I'm unattractive, so I always assumed no one would ever genuinely want me sexually or romantically.
I've had only 2–3 guys ask me out throughout school and college, but none of them were people I was interested in. They were completely incompatible with me, and I couldn't imagine dating them just because I was lonely.
The hardest part is that I feel like I've missed out on so many experiences. I've never held a guy's hand, never kissed anyone, never hugged a guy romantically. Sometimes it feels like everyone else got to experience these milestones years ago while I'm still stuck at the beginning.
I also have a pretty high libido, which makes everything even more frustrating. It feels like my mind wants intimacy all the time, but my reality is the complete opposite.
What scares me the most is the idea of eventually getting intimate with someone and them seeing my body. I'm terrified they'll lose interest once I'm naked, or that they'll only use me for sex without actually wanting me as a person.
At this point, I honestly just want to know what it's like to be desired and to experience physical intimacy with someone who actually wants me. I feel embarrassed even admitting that.
Has anyone else here felt this way? If you were a late virgin who struggled with body image and self-esteem, how did things eventually change for you?