Hiya, does anybody know the recipe for the seasoning on the mini hash browns from GDK? I’m always craving hash browns and having the seasoning on hand would be so nice.
Thank you x
WARNING: this may just end up being a very long rant about my life but I promise I'll try not to do that.
I (19f) am currently studying Law in my first year at Sunderland University after a very long string of bad luck during my A levels (TLDR: 2 months of illness, breakup with someone who was also my friend, and then my best friend went off with them, grandad died, small social services investigation right in the middle of my exams, and then I didn't get into my dream university).
I tried really hard to do myself over for uni and I fell flat on my face - I tried to put on my extrovert persona and that failed when I tried to make friends. I hung out with a girl who was my flatmate for 2-3 days before I realised that she already found her friends and didn't actually want me around. One of the only things I seem to be good at is knowing when I'm not wanted.
Every time I look online, all I see is how shitty this uni is and how it's never going to get me anywhere, which I guess I can somewhat dissociate myself from, until I'm at home or around the only 2 friends that I do have (both of whom got into my dream uni and are amazing people). I tried to make another UCAS application, because my grades in my first semester were good and I was thinking about either transferring to another uni next year or just starting out at year 1 again, but it's so daunting and overwhelming that I just feel stuck. Especially because it just feels like there's no point in applying because I'll likely just get rejected anyway, right?
It feels like the only meaningful things I've done over the last year is get a good grade in my class, try to get an ADHD diagnosis and try and speak to a GP about my mental health. But all of it just seems like its going to lead nowhere. Only couple of reasons I'm currently not in the bottom of a river is because I have a younger brother who I would really like to not traumatise, and because I keep holding onto the hope that things will get better for me when I should have learned the lesson by now that it never does.
I know I'm not very old in the wider picture of things, but it feels like it's all over for me.
Very long-winded story short: I go to a shitty uni and I'm praying that there is some chance that I'll get a decent job in the future if I get stuck here. I don't need my life to be great, but I'd really like it if there was some hope of it being good.
Thank you for taking the time to read this if you do.