SEETHER, SUBLIME, NIRVANA, AC/DC, ALICE COOPER, WEEZER, OASIS, AND EVERCLEAR. THEN SOME ONE OF SONGS LIKE PARALYZER, DAY AFTER DAY, STUCK IN THE MIDDLE AND ETC…
Would love to hear some more music tn!
I am 23, I’ve been through a lot of shit. Right now im just going to mention the medical side and how it’s affected my life. I was born with a really super rare syndrome that was diagnosed incredibly late. I’ve had over 150+ procedures/ surgeries since 2020. I’ve almost died 6 or so times. I’ve almost drown from my own blood due to internal bleeding. It’s honestly so hard at least right now it is. I feel mostly alone in this. I know I’m not but I do. I feel really betrayed/ angry rn bc when I was first diagnosed with cancer In 2021 I had just got out of a long relationship that week ( not my choice at all) and I was in the icu and it was very awful, I reached out to a friend who was like a sister to me. I explained my situation as I was just seeking platonic support, well I guess she couldn’t believe everything I was going through and just told a lot of people that I was lying about everything for attention, “coincidentally” I lost a lot of friends during this time. I just found this out the other day from a common “friend”. I’ve wanted to reach out to her and just go off on her but I know it will do more bad than good. What can I do to get this out of my mind? (Sorry if anything is mistyped or doesn’t make sense)