u/spursfan69

Been broken up close to a month. Some of her mail is still delivering to my house and so I went to drop it off at her current living situation at her friends house. I thought it would be a nice gesture because of how much we loved each other. She asked me if I wanted to go for a walk and she told me she misses me so much and asked me all kind of questions about getting back together. She asked to hold my hand but I said it’s not a good idea. It really hurts because I care about her/ always will. She was my first love and I wish nothing but the best for her. I think she wants more closure because I was the one to break things off but I think seeing her and talking is making things worse for both of us. Especially her. I deleted all photos of her on my phone and it seems like she’s still holding onto them and telling me that everything/ photos reminds her of me. She told me she’s trying so hard to let go of the hope of ever getting back together and that she’s afraid it will be the last time she will ever see me whenever we see each other. Thank you for listening to my vent.