arranged marriage advice
my parents are looking for someone to get me arranged married with. they haven't directly told me but my cousin told me that they said they're serious and they'll tell me after they've already chosen someone. i don't generally mind arranged marriages but i have genuine problems in me and i know no man will be happy with me. im insecure and there's a chance i will never ever want to have sex. and I can't just say that to someone my parents chose they are a stranger and I wont feel comfortable with it. im detached from people i never loved someone before but i know once i fall in love ill be super glued to that person forever.
also i cry so so so much and nobody has the patience to sit there till i stop
if i told a man that i dont want/am scared of intimacy will he be mad? how can i tell him beforehand? any advice or opinion is helpful
(sorry for any typing mistakes)