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so my exams are in 5 days, and its 3 subjects, math, chemistry and physics, and its all the chapters since september so its a whole lot. i hate those 3 subjects so much and i will probably never need them in my future studies unless i hate myself and want to hurt myself. like i dont inted to do anything with those subjects at all yk. and rn i cant study, i cant start and i get distracted and shi when i do actually start. i tried to have a teacher but its too fkn expensive and led to nowhere (2hours for 50€ wtff??? my father chose this for me i had nothing to say and it was kind of a scam and we only did 3 exercices and i cried about it cuz i couldve gotten so many stuff with 50€ but whatever). and also the problem is i can barely study when im alone, always need someone to bring my mind back into it and all, and even when im studying with someone i would space out. like by myself i cant study for 5 minutes straight. i cant concentrate its horrible even in class bro (im not diagnosed or anything but im like 93.89% sure i might have adhd, i couldve spent those 50€ for a diagnosis omg (even tho its a lot more than that)) anyway, please help cuz i might diiee if i dont pass those exams and my life wouldnt mean anything anymore. also i hate my math teacher he ruined my life and its because of him that i failed and had no motivation in his class during the year, whatever anyone might say. also my grade is whatever grade ur into when youre 15 or 16 years old. (already repeated a year☠️☠️and i dpnt want to be 2 years late☠️☠️☠️☠️). pls help should i find a way to end up at the hospital or something 😭

am i doomed? the subjects are math chemistry and physics, and its everything since semptember so its a lottttt. and lets say i know like 5% to 20% (maybe 20% is still too enthousiastic) of the whole thing.. i dont want to repeat this year i hate my math teacher with my whole life he ruined it

or like maybe there are different types or wtv idk

idont understand shi i already failed like 2 or 3 other exams so failing this one too is too much bru but i dont understand anything at all omg i hate physics im so not gon succeed in life bru

like wont it be annoying with bangs coming out of the hijab or smth? what would i need to prevent this or idk help

i got 2 subjects tomorrow, its 10 pm and my exam is at 8 am, ive only slept around 4 hours last night so ill prolly have a hard time trying to stay awake tonight. i dont have muchh time left, 2 subjects is bit overwhelming thats what makes me postponing studying yk (also im not diagnosed or anything and this is prolly unrelated but might have adhd) ik ill regret it later or i actually already regret it, but cant bring myself to study rn bro when i could just start. coffee doesnt usually work for me, or should i drink a lot? help