u/stabbyburgerman

I've been questioning this for a long time now. I've read a little about the NB community and do feel some connection to it.

For some context, I'm an ftm who began a medical transition at 21. Since I was around 25, I've heavily questioned my identity. I stopped feeling like a man some time around the age of 24, if that makes sense. I don't feel that I fall into either male or female roles. Rather, I genuinely think that I'm more along the lines of genderfluid, yet don't really know what that means or how to express it. I wasn't allowed to question or explore my identity as a teen and was made to live a very specific way - I don't fear female presentation as I once did but I don't perceive myself as female. It's given me somewhat of a lifelong fear of appearing androgynous or non-conforming to any gender.

Genuinely, how do you figure this out? How can you feel comfortable presenting yourself in a non-conforming way, publicly? I feel confined to this male role, for as little comfort as it brings me. If you are non-binary, what does being non binary mean to you? And how did you figure it out / come to terms with it, if you already have?

I'm moving out of Redding on the 15th of this month (lease begins) but my current lease expires on the 5th. Does anyone here know of any short term places to stay? Any suggestions are appreciated.

I'm a little wary of hotels due to costs and the potential for bedbugs. I just need a place where my cat and I can go for ten days. Don't need much, just a place to sleep and charge my phone.

Thank you.

I have some old phones and computers and stuff but I don't use or need them. Can anyone recommend some place in Redding that could take them off my hand? Some are still viable and could be restored but some don't charge/work at all.