I don't want to get pity from friends, so I'm posting here.
Since I was 16, I have been told by Dr's I have depression. I'm 48 now. I don't know why, but it has hit me that I've never felt this alone in all my life. I've felt alone in the past, but this is so different. I feel abandoned and unwanted, I can't exactly describe it. It feels like my world has ended. It's eerie and a really odd feeling.
This year has been the worst I've ever had to go through. I doubt that's helped.
I was wondering if anyone else has ever felt like this?