College
Hello! I’m 19 years old and I’m in my third senior year (as in I’ve done senior year, then another year for makeup, and now this year) and im really scared about my future.. I’ve struggled really hard with school and I get burnout really easily, which makes me nervous about college. I want to go but I don’t think I possess the right skill set that will let me succeed. I’m interested in healthcare, but it’s a very hard path to go down, and I’m not sure I’d be able to do it. (The only hope I have is that in every career test I’ve taken, healthcare is the number one result)
One of the biggest problems is that it’s really hard for me to do any kind of homework because my brain separates class and home as two very different things.( school is for working and home is for resting) so the fact that you have to work on the projects yourself without anyone’s help in college really throws me off(I also work better around my friends/other people).
This is also without the fact I’d probably have to work a job. The only job I’ve ever had was a closer/dishwasher at my friends bakery, but it ended badly. I started throwing up digested blood because I got so stressed I didn’t eat for the whole week I had the job. This was also a part time job, not even full time.
All of this combined with the fact I do very badly in new environments and social situations makes me extremely nervous. If anyone could provide any experience they’ve had with college or any advice, it would greatly help me. Thank you^^