u/statvette

a DAY OLD REACT in this day and age . water in the desert lets gooooooooo chat.

MAKE SURE YOU COMMENT SO WE GET PART 2!!!!

SPOILERS FOR THE WHOLE THING

so like. i gotta know the consensus on red’s… “death”, because we know whats up with faux and we get felix back together too but, after finishing the story i always find myself asking

what about red?

he feels distinct from faux and felix, and with there being dialogue implying things about memories being stored in different parts of the body and personhood being what you create— alongside more punctual things like “this is your machine mind” and the dot exe dream segment

it… really felt to me like we got conclusion to felixs story and fauxs, but the cost of that was red getting lost in the middle.

also pretty interesting that if we follow the logic of memory: red is both felix, faux and the entire experience we see lived in the game. maybe he wouldnt be the same without felixs head or fauxs body, but man, i miss our cyberhead. its always bittersweet to me because of it.

i respect team reptiles take on a reverse ship of theseus though. this truly has been the question of technology.

“but mods—“ MY STEAK ISNT JUICY NOR BUTTERY I HAVE THE GAME ON SWITCH. but i generally thought that, even though he was present for a very short amount of time his contribution to the story and the vibe of the game was huge— so like …

if anything, i really just wish there were more characters and music added through official means i guess

So, I had something like a breakup just happen (it’s complicated). im tired of never being chosen, but also, im so, so very tired of mourning. i dont want to go through that again, i dont want to go through the classic fleetwood mac, adele, frank ocean.

i want to feel like im good enough even if no one chooses me, like im strong, like im something they might regret didnt pan out.

can i get any music recommendations? happy music, angry music, music that makes you feel like you are the prize, at the top of the world.

one song that comes to mind for example is madonnas “sorry”, it isnt as angry or upbeat as something im looking for right now, but god is it danceable and a banger. that “youre not half the man you lied to be” hits.

im a woman, the person who just did this to me is a woman too— but the gender of the music or the vocalist or who its talking about doesnt matter.

i want to feel hyped up. like im worth it. like its their loss. im tired of feeling like im broken goods.

thanks

A couple of years ago I had a bilateral ETS (T3, T4, T5) for hyperhidrosis for face and hands. My dad had it before me and we both have compensatory sweating, his is much stronger than mine.

But, I dont know. Its been bittersweet. My surgery left me disabled basically, with permanent back pain, and now I have compensatory sweating on my upper back and on the belt thats right below the boobs and just above the bellybutton and— i spent 20+ years of my life knowing how to handle my face and hands, and now… im so uncomfortable with just the feeling of so much sweat in places there didn’t use to be much of it at all.

any advice helps, i just really want some relief.