u/stoneyrosie

Every time California comes on it tears me apart and I end up crying 😭 I’ve never felt this sad about an artist/famous person passing. I think it hits so much more because I had tickets to go see him in Boston. I just saw Joji and it was amazing, and now I just keep thinking how I won’t get a similar experience with Oliver 😥

Listen I know this isn’t a support group or anything, but I’m sure some of you can relate right now with what I’m going through. For the most part my days are okay, but Oliver’s death is effecting me a lot worse than I thought it would. I’m just so angry with the world and so sad that he’s gone. I was supposed to see him in August in Boston. It would have been my first concert of his! We canceled our hotel because we knew we would just be sad if we went up that day..I bought tickets for me my boyfriend my bestie and her boyfriend. 😩 Is anyone else still upset? All I see online is stuff about him even though I haven’t searched for it. And every time I hear certain songs by him I just cry. 😢