u/sunny_flower2

my punjabi boyfriend sent me this and wanted me to translate it on my own. google translate is not working 😭

हमें तुम से प्यार कितना, ये हम नहीं जानते
मगर जी नहीं सकते तुम्हारे बिना
हमें तुम से प्यार ...

सुना गम जुदाई का, उठाते हैं लोग
जाने ज़िंदगी कैसे, बिताते हैं लोग
दिन भी यहाँ तो लगे, बरस के समान
हमें इंतज़ार कितना, ये हम नहीं जानते
मगर जी नहीं सकते तुम्हारे बिना
हमें तुम से प्यार ...

तुम्हें कोई और देखे, तो जलता है दिल
बड़ी मुश्किलों से फिर, सम्भलता है दिल
क्या क्या जतन करतें हैं, तुम्हें क्या पता
ये दिल बेक़रार कितना, ये हम नहीं जानते
मगर जी नहीं सकते तुम्हारे बिना
हमें तुम से प्यार ...

हमें तुम से प्यार कितना, यह हम नहीं जानते
मगर जी नहीं सकते तुम्हारे बिना
हमें तुम से प्यार कितना ...

मैं तो सदा की तुम्हरी दीवानी
भूल गये सैंयाँ प्रीत पुरानी
कदर ना जानी, कदर न जानी
हमें तुम से प्यार कितना ...

कोई जो डारे तुमपे नयनवा
देखा ना जाये मोसे सजनवा
जले मोरा मनवा, जले मोरा मनवा
हमें तुम से प्यार कितना ...💝💝💝💝💝लव यु💝💝💝

i just cut myself a tiny bit but i know i shouldn’t and don’t want to when im not in a crisis so i drew all over my legs with red sharpie and pen to make it look like sh.

i feel like a crazy person. i feel pretty mentally stable usually, but then something happens and i go into a crisis and im so inconsolable and i just hate myself and i have such bad self esteem and so much shit. i guess my mental stability is a myth that only appears true when i have nothing currently bothering me a lot.

please tell me im still lovable romantically even if i sh or have sh before. i think i probably definitely have a problem with male validation and getting attached to men too easily and relying on them for self worth but i genuinely think no man will want me if they know how crazy i am

i know im probably not actually crazy and it’s jus my mental health and i would NEVER tell anyone else who is lik me that they are crazy but that is how im viewing myself currently

i just want to rant, and since i have no friends who are vegan or even vegetarian, ya’ll are the only ones i can talk to who will understand.

i eat dinner all the time with my omnivore family and usually i can put my discomfort aside, but today i couldn’t. they were eating lamb 😔😔😔 and i was feeling so horrible. i wanted to leave the table but i opted for sitting away from it on the table and blocking my view of it. i just hate thinking abt it and seeing my family eat that. i know a lot of ya’ll can understand and relate.