u/sushiiyumm

preparing for mphil/ma psych

i’m feeling super exhausted and i’m not able to study more. feeling extremely burnt out
i’m doing mocks and able to score only in 78-85
Nimhans is in 9 days!

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u/sushiiyumm — 1 day ago

preparing for mphil/ma psych

i’m feeling super exhausted and i’m not able to study more. feeling extremely burnt out
i’m doing mocks and able to score only in 78-85
Nimhans is in 9 days!

reddit.com
u/sushiiyumm — 1 day ago

Finale 💌

Finale is airing today, and this is actually the first season of Splitsvilla I’ve watched. I’m currently in my break year and away from the city routine, so I randomly started watching the show while studying side by side.

Somehow, for the first time, I got really invested in the contestants. The show genuinely gave me something to look forward to every Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. It made this otherwise monotonous phase of my life feel a little more exciting, and for that I’ll always be grateful to the show.

I really liked Yogesh then Deeptanshu, and eventually Ruru became my absolute favorite along with Sandy. But now, with all these reunion spoilers and everything being discussed online, I honestly feel weirdly betrayed. If the whole pre-planning thing is true too, then I just feel stupid for getting this emotionally invested. Reunion is basically cheating and horrible but so is pre planning it.

I know it’s a reality show. I know this is their career and people will do what works for them. Still, I think I got too involved emotionally, especially because there wasn’t much else happening in my life apart from studies. Seeing all the Instagram posts and Reddit discussions today just made it hit harder.

Maybe I sound dramatic, but right now I genuinely feel like a clown for rooting so hard for my favourites.

What are your thoughts?

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u/sushiiyumm — 8 days ago