Sleep paralysis episode post flood
My second week in Mexico I had a very profound(realized nearly a year after) experience. Around midnight or so, a sleep paralysis episode began. I’ve endured episodes for as I can remember. This was different. I hear a synthetic deep voice. Pulling me towards it and saying “shh shh shh shh”. My on demand counter to face something so foreign, I heard laughters come in. I used to laugh at and face it anyway. Those laughs were absent from what felt estranged. A threshold will be reached and I would awake from it. Every time when returned to sleep It would be right back where I was. The feeling felt different this time. It a message it need be acknowledged.
This would continue about 5-6 times for close to an hour.
The last time I went back in. It was waiting. Got close enough to take me somewhere. A dream surfaced. I immediately lucid dreamed. Another protocol for awareness to explore for the dream state.
So vivid and eerie. Landscape was loud. Answers were waiting.
The Atmosphere
A large restaurant.
With long paths.
I was following this gentleman what looked like a waiter. As I was drawn to so, curios what felt like an offering. As we walked through the aisles there were prying eyes coming from booths. A quiet set of energy was deeply present. All the eyes were not to be deceived. An audience was watching to see the reaction.
After what seemed like an unnecessary path for a restaurant, the gentleman from about 6ft away was holding a plate the whole ride. He then stops and throws the plastic plate on the ground. So hard it flew back to me. I gauged and grabbed it. I was so exited to catch it. Felt achieving. Instantly he was in front of me after the showboating(I think) and he said confidently “Come to LA”. I am songwriter and aspiring filmmaker. Not sure if he met Los Angeles, or Louisiana. Through my interpretation it now feels symbolic. His message was to keep exploring in those expressions.
Without hesitation i woke.
I went out to the nurses and had to stay with them for period to let the wave settle. They showed mercy and sent me with medicine to help me sleep. I went to sleep and the spirit was gone. Messaged received.
The nurses did tell me that it could be my 3rd eye being open post flood.
Nearly a year later I’ve learning more about quiet the ego. Something came full circle. Moments when the ego was quiet I heard much what was underneath. “The shh” from the spirit echoed feelings to tell the ego to be quiet. Integration was begging and a milestone was lying dormant. It’s done sleeping. Another part evolved. Arrived to another path for it.
Intention
I write this for reactions or mirroring. I would like a response to this for possible insight. Any possibility of missing something. I am aware for my own interpretation and I honor it. It strongly holds. So if you could be a doll and tell me what you see I’m interested.
Too long for you
Had a sleep paralysis episode post flood that was a message and profound. Would like your view on the story.
Also left a game
Look for the 2 Goodfellas references.