u/thaiprawns

I am feeling very anxious and hopeless. My dog got diagnosed with cancer few months back and I have been getting her chemo and managing her meds and tests and visits everything, every single day. Plus my family is a mess they can't take accountability for anything so I have to do it all alone.

It's my first attempt at neet pg this year but I have barely had any time to study because of taking care of my dog. And I have pressure to get into a govm seat because of financial issues + pressure to take care of my family in near future as sole breadwinner because of certain medical issues with other family members. + The pressure to get married in 2years.

I would probably have to take a drop as I don't believe that I can crack a govm seat this year. Just thinking about this is causing me so much stress, I already feel like a failure. All my friends will go into colleges this year and will (not to my face) feel that I am less..

I don't know what to think or what to do, I feel all alone in everything.

I (24F) have been seeing this guy (26M) for 2months now and we have grown extremely close, talking daily and meeting up a lot.

I went through a very bad breakup 1.5years back and wrote down everything that are non-negotiables for me so that I don't betray myself again.

He not only fulfills all of them but goes beyond too! He is everything that I wanted, and he seems to think of me similarly too.

But, there is one non-negotiable that I have, which I shared with him this weekend. It's related to some family responsibilities which I have. My immediate family has BPD and I would have to be their support if they ever had an episode or maybe give some pocket money to if need be.

I shared this with him so early because he told me that he wants to be serious with me, and intends to date-to-marry me. I didn't want to hide something like this from him just to reveal it much later when both of us have invested even more into this and even given a commitment.

I told him that my family member is medicated and functioning totally okay but just in the off-chance something ever happens, I would be their emergency contact as that is my responsibility.

I hoped that he would be fine with it, accept me and my family as a whole, but he just said that he doesn't know how to respond to all of this. I agreed to give him some time to think it over as I do understand that anyone would rather date someone who has a normal family. But I did say that I am feeling dejected so I don't think I can continue talking as normal until he gives me an answer.

Now we aren't talking anymore, until he gives me his answer.

It's making me question whether he is the right person for me or not? Wouldn't someone who wants me accept this too? Why is he thinking so much about it? Maybe he is judging my family like how every relative/neighbour/friend does, thinking of them as 'crazy' and a 'burden'.

I don't know if it's the right step to wait for a response which idk might take days or weeks who knows.

What should be the right step to take in this situation? I really like him a lot and I see a future with him, but not if he doesn't accept my family.

Can anyone please suggest an online free website for study groups (NOT one-on-one) which have Cam on mic off like in studystream but free!! Please help me out

I have to give neet pg this year and my marrow plan C ends mid july but the exam isn't until aug30th,

Can I just get 6months plan B for access to mcqs?

Also will all my bank progress/MCQ stats be lost once my plan C ends even if I renew with plan B?

Or would it be restored after I renew?

Hey! Can anyone share such PDFs if they have with me? I can't find any on telegram no matter how much I try and really need it. Your help would be massively appreciated 🙏