u/thanat0s187

For the old guys out there in recovery, you can still stop yourself and reap the benefits. Been having the best sex of my life after ditching porn for the last month and a half. Real sex with a real woman. It's intoxicating and intensely satisfying. Porn is so fucking corrosive to how we process pleasure/dopamine. You're constantly looking for a new high, and regular sex takes a back seat. It's difficult to get aroused, especially if it's not a "porn scene" type experience.

I obviously have a big boob fetish. I had a moment a couple of months ago after watching a video of a chick on here who weighs 110lbs with tits the size of literal watermelons. Not exaggerating. The experience was like staring at a solar eclipse. It suddenly dawned on me that women endowed with what I would have considered huge tits years ago were no longer "doing it" for me. That put me in a weird place of thinking.....I'm about to get to the point where porn will be my only sexual outlet because only like 0.00001% of women on the planet are built like this.

So, I stopped cold-turkey. My reddit profile is still active, but don't go near it if you're easily triggered to relapsing. (I removed it from my Reddit app...only using it temporarily to post here; also deleted all my porn accounts from the various tube sites). But it's obvious that I had a problem. My cessation worked well because I went on a family vacation which made avoidance easier. I'm not going to lie and say things have been easy, but having a patient and understanding partner makes the shame less painful, and progress easier.

The benefits happened FAST. Regular women are attractive to me again. I get excited by smells and touches and flirting. My partner and I have been fucking like rabbits. Not always perfect experiences, but that's called REGULAR NORMAL SEX! And it's infinitely more satisfying than watching unrealistic-proportioned porn actors and beating my dick at my computer screen in the dark.

Anyway, just wanted to share to give some others hope. You CAN get back to normal. (Yeah, I know, I'm only 45 days in. So it's still early for a victory lap.)

Humorous side-note. Was watching a movie with my partner last night and there was a nude scene... She noticed I got hard watching it, which hasn't happened in YEARS. That really hit me. Watching 10 seconds of a regular (if you can call a Hollywood actress regular) woman get naked made me hard. No porn is worth it, guys. I promise.

For the old guys out there in recovery, you can still stop yourself and reap the benefits. Been having the best sex of my life after ditching porn and fapping for the last month and a half. Real sex with a real woman. It's intoxicating and intensely satisfying. Porn is so fucking corrosive to how we process pleasure/dopamine. You're constantly looking for a new high, and regular sex takes a back seat. It's difficult to get aroused, especially if it's not a "porn scene" type experience.

I obviously have a big boob fetish. I had a moment a couple of months ago after watching a video of a chick on here who weighs 110lbs with tits the size of literal watermelons. Not exaggerating. The experience was like staring at a solar eclipse. It suddenly dawned on me that women endowed with what I would have considered huge tits years ago were no longer "doing it" for me. That put me in a weird place of thinking.....I'm about to get to the point where porn will be my only sexual outlet because only like 0.00001% of women on the planet are built like this.

So, I stopped cold-turkey. My reddit profile is still active, but don't go near it if you're easily triggered to relapsing. (I removed it from my Reddit app...only using it temporarily to post here; also deleted all my porn accounts from the various tube sites). But it's obvious that I had a problem. My cessation worked well because I went on a family vacation which made avoidance easier. I'm not going to lie and say things have been easy, but having a patient and understanding partner makes the shame less painful, and progress easier.

The benefits happened FAST. Regular women are attractive to me again. I get excited by smells and touches and flirting. My partner and I have been fucking like rabbits. Not always perfect experiences, but that's called REGULAR NORMAL SEX! And it's infinitely more satisfying than watching unrealistic-proportioned porn actors and beating my dick at my computer screen in the dark.

Anyway, just wanted to share to give some others hope. You CAN get back to normal. (Yeah, I know, I'm only 45 days in. So it's still early for a victory lap.)

Humorous side-note. Was watching a movie with my partner last night and there was a nude scene... She noticed I got hard watching it, which hasn't happened in YEARS. That really hit me. Watching 10 seconds of a regular (if you can call a Hollywood actress regular) woman get naked made me hard. Nofap is worth it, guys. I promise.