u/that_3rd_person

I am a dropper and i know my mistakes and trying to make it right this time i scored 94.7%ile and didnt even qualified for adv
i started following pw prayas as i didnt wanted any offline this time but it feels like mei khudka chutiya kaat rha hu and im giving too much time to lectures and pw mei bhut dheere krwa rhe and its not like muje kuch nhi aata kuch kuch toh idea hai hi and bas math khrab hai
so i was asking how it would be if i follow vora rebounce lectures i found on tg of 2025/26 batch just for chem as even tho muje nv sir se samjh aata hai but ive started ashish agrawal sir and voh kaafi pen ghiswate hai lecs mei which i need as my math is dogshit and im just a asshole ki khudse practice nhi krta math ki toh its better with a teacher and pw mei pc and other subjects are also lacking yeahh tehy arrre goin full basic but end mei udynge yeh so i could cover from sakshi maam as unke lects kamm hai rebiunce mei and esa toh nhi hi hoga ki unhone kuch chodha hoga syllabus ka atleast mains ka toh na
and for fijiks im just gonna follow mohit sir, spamming ques and thoda sa slime sir ya rj sir jo chap nhi aate as my phy is decentish

math kisse kru drop mei i tried ashish sir some lectres and they are long as fuck but the lvl of understanding i get after that is amazing but im concerned abt my syllabus tbh ive never really much studied from tk sir
i have 4options
ashish sir- long prayas1.0 lectures in which he says ki class lambi isliye hoti h kyuki ques zyada hote h aur bhut saare murkh bhi h
tk sir - prayas 2.0 lectures average 2hr
nv sir - his rebounce 2025 lectures on tg each of around 1hr45min (ive studied from his bounceback and muje samjh aajata h unse aache se)
arvind kalia sir - his unacademy complete math batch lectures (unse bhi theek samjh aajata h )

my main concern is ki my math is dogshit but its not like i dont know anything so i have to practice a lot of ques and thats where i get lazy try krne mei kyuki ques nhi hote

a lot of peeps saying ashish sir's lects are too long which is true and its my first time studying form him, but i understand it so easily from him its damn good and even tho my math is absolute dogshit but its not like i dont know anything or i want everything from basic , all say to go for tk sir in drop and i watched a lil but after studying from ashish sir the same class taught by tk sir felt like ye ese bhi bataskte the, ashish sir toh saare type ke ques cover krwa rhe h , and yeahh lecs are long sooo at the end im thinking to try like i'd study form the **lecture ppt and do all ques in it and just watch ashish sir explanation from the lecture if i dont understand a particualr slide or que (**edit- iss pr bhi koi tippadi dedo)
is this good or shoudl i do this ,/??/ its my drop i dont wanna regret after a few months
ive just studied from nv sir and kalia sir in online before this but those were oneshots , tbh i am not comfortable with kalia sir long lects much idk why
and i am not able to find nv sir long lecs anywhere not that unacademy ones on yt