u/thattransguyalt

that’s all. i just need to find someone to share my disgruntlement with. it’s horrific out there

my girlfriend of five years broke up with me because she said she saw me more as a friend, almost immediately started dating someone else she had known for about a week, and then told me a few weeks later on my birthday that she was dating someone new. i am still her friend, that’s not going to change, but she’s acting like we never even dated.

i cant help but feel like i was a safety net and she was never actually attracted to me, due to me not having ‘male’ attributes. i asked what he was like and all she said is that he’s 6’6 (i am 5’5). what do i do with that.

i feel like shit but i feel selfish because she deserves to be able to move on.

sorry if this isnt really allowed in this sub idk but it’s making me feel dysphoric and im not having a good time

i hope she doesnt find this post because her friendship is still important to me i just need to vent i think.