It's her birthday and we're not in contact anymore
After six years of a deep and constant relationship, sharing every single day with each other, growing up together, supporting one another through the good and bad times, watching each other glow up, sending random texts throughout the day, good morning and good night messages, constant check-ins, sharing photos and videos, making each other laugh and smile, couldshe suddenly became cold without any explanation.
She started ghosting me. For almost two weeks, I heard nothing. When I finally asked why, she simply said this is not what she wants anymore. I decided to pull away almost three weeks ago, and until now, I still don’t understand why. I guess I’ll never truly know why she gave up on everything we had.
Today is her birthday. For the first time in six years, I’m not there to celebrate with her. I won’t be buying her flowers or the things I know she loves. I won’t get to see that genuine smile on her face.
I truly believe life goes on no matter what, but I always wished I would spend it with her. I guess it is what it is, you can’t force someone to stay.
I miss her with every part of my heart, and right now, it really aches.