u/therealgrim1

Today marks the first day as a full time employee in Bihar. Of course, I won't judge the book by cover, but holy shit kya badhiya jagah hai yaar.

First green flag- Chill recruiter, ekdum tameez aur pyaar se baat kia, answered my doubts without a problem, love this nga, best company POC I've met in 22 years of my life

2nd- they got process, interview is scheduled, taken professionally, onboarding was well detailed, a bit old school tech I'd say but nothing irritating, guide was amazing as well

3rd and the biggest W, the employees were smiling, laughing, talking to each other like friends and were actually having FUN. Bhai in this day and age that is a rare fucking sight if you ask me

I'd talk more about how nice it was but, don't glaze nobody on first date....ykw I'm sayin

only negetive thing I'd say is salary kam hai, not very low but lower than one would expect but who. the fuck. cares? Bhai I'm finally meeting new people and making connections again bro like I'm getting paid to be in a club lowkey

kaam ke baare me I won't discuss, first fews days kt babu....next kuch chatpata hua toh aaplog ko zarur bataunga

meow

Badhiya koi sasta sundar tikau gym batado yaar. Here's what I DO and DON'T care about:

I DO care about-

Budget, 500-1500 per month is doable for me, 2k tak bhi manageable if worth it, but uske upar is a deal breaker.

Equipment, apart from weights, hanging bar is mandatory and punching bag is a huge plus

Opening hours, Monday to Saturday 6-9:30pm tak open rahega toh well and good warna, not possible

Location, Maripur ke paas hua toh +1, less than 3kms preferred

And I DON'T care about-

Environment, bare minimum is enough, crowd se mujhe koi matlab nahi, I only want to work on myself

Trainers, I've done this before, I have a routine, I don't need much guidance

Ambience, mujhe apni tasveer lene ka koi shauk nahi, atleast not right now

Help me out pls....Thx

Rukawat ke liye khed h

OP ki kismat ki gand me big ched h🎉

I'm writing this at 11pm from my room. Context, my house is on the main road, din bhar mere room me traffic stop jaisi awaaz aati hai. Bhenchod kabhi kabhi toh sochta hu ki thulla banke chalan kaat du.

Anyways, pichle 2 ghante se kutte bhauk rahe h, faltu for no fucking reason whatsoever jesus christ holy shit I'm gonna lose my mind bhai maine acche insaan ke tarah inpe paani pheka tabh bhi they don't give a shit bhai.

UPAR SE MERE GHAR KE SAMNE literally ek miserable family of midgets hai jinme do behene din bhar bhenchod ek dusre ko ragebait karti rehti hai

I used to pity and I feel bad for hating but behenchod agar interview ke beech me constantly background me 2 galeech ghinoni gaali dene waali aurat agar nonstop chilla rahi hongi toh kya laand interview dunga?

Yeh inka din bhar ka hai, din bhar....everyday, every single fucking day,

Upar se jabh unko koi aur padosi kuch bolta h toh yehlog apne ghar se kutte ka tatti leke fek daalte ghar pe😭🥀

(They had about 8-10 street dogs and idk how many fucking more animals, saw a bagoola few months back, you don't even have to be nosy to see there's something wrong kutte unke chatt pe ghumte hai)

And yes, kutte abhi bhi bhauk rahe hai.

Mai again kisi ki bhawnao ko thes na pahuchate hue, mehez apni peeda jata raha hu

Agar koi contact dila deta hai toh meri taraf se biryani fr☝️

Except for the honking and road indiscipline....I find this state to be amusing, and rather fun.

Idk it might just be me, because I shifted states, but it's nice to see different kind of people.

Dukani log mast hai, some people have amazing fit....some are amazingly fit, all sorta people.

Even the people who don't match my mindset have the decency to argue about it and not hold grudges later.

Jolly good stuff man, love to hear how you guy's have been

(Inactive tha coz isolation issues)

I saw her near the water dispenser in our school back in standard 7. She looked like a model....I'm talking "no fucking way I'm getting her"

We used to be talking in groups, never got a chance to be with her alone, one day during lunch break, I asked for her instagram ID from her friends and eventually got in contact with her.

It was good, we were talking back and forth, it was chill but then I got to know she likes someone else, I backed off and eventually cut contact 10th standard.

Life's alright, 11th done...12th standard, she calls me randomly. Don't even have her number saved on my phone.

That dumb pretty girl said she getting married to someone else, I was like "no way I don't believe it" all good and all. We talked for about an hour or so and then we caught up on WhatsApp.

In a few months we again got separated because of communication issue, later after 2-3 months I got to know how she was from her sister, who also told me how much she started to like my company.

I got in touch with her again, and after a few weeks, she asked me to come over for Iftaar (evening food to conclude fasting), mind you....it was Ramadan (we both being Muslim)....so I had a word with her mother and went after college (also, mid term exams)

It was nice, she was a beautiful girl with a bubbly personality, soo fucking easy to fall in love with, we talked, talked and it was afternoon. Naturally it's time for afternoon nap, so she asked me to wait as she bought a pillow. She went and bought one for me. And leaned against it, pillow between her and wall.

She looked like heaven lost their most beautiful creation. I couldn't stop blushing, I wasn't able to.

Anyways, after exchanging a few more words, we were joking and she whispered "do you wanna sleep on my lap" and I was "pardon?????" All SMILING LIKE A MORON HAHAHAH

So she then ofc, said shut up and passed me the pillow, as I was setting the pillow below my head, she SOO SMOOTHLY removed the pillow, and guided my head to her lap.

I kid you not, I can't tell you, how unforgettable it was, 12 April 2022. She claimed me. Literally.

It's not a joke when I tell you I can still feel her hands running across my hair.

I was sure that day I fell in love with her, she was everything, everything I ever wanted in the flesh.

We had our minor hiccups but it was all okay end of the day. She loved me and I love her so all good.

Also, she decided to join my college for graduation. We studied together as well. I picked her from home, stayed with her all day, dropped her. It was soo nice. I had work, study, girl, friends, everything.

But I also was addicted to ciggerates, devil's lettuce and valorant.

And it did not go well.

So I was playing valorant one day, a random girl in my team, nothing special. While giving information to the team during the match, she found my voice attractive, and decided to add me.

I was in love with my girl soo much and yet I decided to talk to another woman.

We started playing together, and eventually changed Insta, and my girl found out about it (she had my password)

We had a rough argument and I ghosted this valorant girl. Things fine again, micro cheating but manageable, not a ground for breakup.

My moronic ass, once in an argument decided to unblock and initiate re contact with this valorant girl. And again, took her under the impression that I was hurt and the usual fuckboy bs excuses.

Eventually, valorant together, and this time we got to calls and all.

My girl got the feeling. And we had a big argument over call. Huge fight and this time, broke up and I continued with this valorant girl.

It was LDR so eventually I lost interest and decided to come clean to her that I might not be completely in love with you and broke it off clean. And spent a few months alone, after 5 months, I decided I want my girl back, at any fucking cost.

Did all due diligence, begged for forgiveness and worked my ass off to make her secure, she followed.

And for good 1.5 years we were a jolly couple. Family together, meant to get married and things were smooth.

Then one day we had an argument when I was in a family function, and it ruined my image in front of all relatives and family.

My family started to dislike her. But it was alright.

This argument got to a point where we again went no contact, rough breakup. Her family hating me now too.

Again, can't live without my wife, reached out, begged, she forgave.

Called her to a big field in our city, she came with her sister....sister hate me, she hate me (a bit), I apologized, begged.

We caught up in college again, last semester, endgame for college life.

And then 2025 Ramadan, we went again to fight that I refused to leave devil's lettuce....and I said that I might relapse if times get out of hand. She couldn't agree.

Arguments, fatigue and mental trauma, went into no contact after 4 days of my birthday.

On Eid, it all came to an end where she lost it and started crying because I was breaking up again.

We haven't been in contact since, I shifted to another state after 8 months. Depressed for 5-6 months, got out of it. Became a family man, no friends, no talking stage, only work and family. And I eventually agreed to the idea of not being able to live with her.

I'm back into my hometown till tomorrow. Old brothers, gang, everything. Memories start flooding back.

I've hammered my body, done soo much to it that I can't feel anything except guilt.

And I miss her, like blood and breath. I miss being loved and I miss how it was like to be wanted.

I don't deserve her, she will never be with me but even after all of it. Even after losing the person itself...I love her, I still do....I see her everywhere and I don't know what I will do

I miss her and I hate myself

I'm offering a free ciggerate, of your choice ofc

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Offer valid till 14 June only (today itself) between 7-7:30pm

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No catch, bas baith ke kuch der baat karlena...if you feel like doing something in return

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