u/thisbarbiehatesu

I am 22f , and I have dreams and hopes. But right now, it looks like I should just do whatever I can with the limited time I have and then be ready to embrace the end, because it doesn’t seem like we have very long I just need a timeline like how long do I really have ? And the worst Part is I’ve always wanted to be a mom !!! ( I teach kids for a living) and the thought of my child not really having a future kills me

Made me really curious while watching all the shows again , he does seem to feel very deeply and intensely , he seems dissociated sometimes because of the overwhelming mess of the world and I’m not sure how any human being can hold all those intense emotions together . I myself have bpd and I know alcohol and tumultuous relationships are a dangerous side dish and a glaring symptom
What do you guys think ?