Loneliness makes it so hard
I have no support in my daily life, its just that i kinda roll through every single day, i drink myself to sleep and i just survive whatever is going to happen tomorrow just to drink myself to sleep again. I miss the times when i had someone to support me and care about me, im pretty sure yall know the ball. Its just so fucking depressing to exist in a life with no support nor intimacy (i dont mean it in sexual way, what i mean is stuff like cuddling etc.)