u/throwawaysadgirl-

i feel like a hare pretending to be a bunny

i suppose what i mean is...i've always felt like i'm somehow different from my female peers. not in a way that made me feel superior, but inferior.

my entire life, navigating social interactions has left me feeling like the same little girl that sat alone at recess.

i deeply crave healthy, fulfilling female friendships, but i can never seem to reach any level of importance in the lives of those around me.

i have always been on the outside, like there's some invisible barrier between me and everyone around me.

i feel like i'm acting constantly. putting on a show of normalcy. but i think i'm truly just awkward and uncomfortable to be around.
unpleasant, unfunny, uninteresting.

i try to put myself out there all the time, and i'm never met halfway.

how do i grow out of my ugly duckling stage at 27?

edit to add: many of you have suggested neurodivergence. i took the RAADS-R assessment online for free and received a score of 140 out of 240. i'm having trouble understanding this. i mean, the results speak for themselves i suppose. i'm just...lost. i'd never truly considered this before.

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u/throwawaysadgirl- — 7 hours ago
▲ 6 r/trees

hitting diamond covered preroll paper like dabs? am i stupid?

hi friends! i buy prerolls and disassemble them, as it's the cheapest way to smoke in my area based off of what the smoke shops around provide.
my fiancé came home with a diamond covered preroll for me, and like always i broke it down to smoke slowly out of my pipe.
i wiped off as much of the diamonds as i could into the flower, but i couldn't just throw the paper away. so i've been hitting it like dabs?
it's working. i'm getting high. but i feel silly. like surely there's a better way.
how can i best utilize the leftover diamond paper?

u/throwawaysadgirl- — 4 days ago

hello friends! i'm on the search for a good bikini trimmer. i prefer my pubic hair to be short, as it makes things easier for me during bathroom times and sex. i haaaate shaving though, as i get bad ingrown hairs.

do y'all have any pubic hair trimmers that can cut down hefty shrubbery with ease? i need recommendations! thank you!

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u/throwawaysadgirl- — 2 months ago