700 days since she died
My wife of 28 years died, alone, in our home, in a fire that destroyed it. I was 300 miles away, visiting family. I will never know what caused the fire or why she was unable to escape it.
I thought I would've gotten 'over it' by now. And yet, I'm like Willy Wonka's office (Gene Wilder version), where everything inside of it is half of the whole. My wife is the missing half of everything in my office.
Too late to start again? Easier to do nothing but is that going to be acceptable during my last 20 or so years? To be continued.....