u/tiinkytoes

charmed is like MY FAVOURITE show, i’ve rewatched seasons 1-3 a MILLION times, i have watched the whole thing once a long time ago BUT I HAVE RAGING ADHD SO I JUST RE WATCH AND RE WATCH (i don’t watch a lot of tv or shows or movies in general for context)

but im high rn. im watching season 3 ep 10 “All Scream for Ice Cream”

and i had a thought. they are reading about the ice cream man for the first time? like why? why have they not all read through the book and like studied it so they all know about all the demons already.

or does the book just only have it in there when they need it? idk if there’s an explanation

BUT LIKE WHY WOULDNT THEY STUDY IT

because they are so BUSY being CUTIE SEXY BUSY GIRLS i guess

want to communicate with people i know and ask them questions/ be able to have more emotional conversations with them (my ex for example, to help with closure. i’ve been done with him emotionally for a long time but haven’t found anyone new myself and he is still avalible to me in a sense of if i ask him to see him he would always say yes) anyway i want to move on, and i feel like i need an explanation but i also know i dont

he is not emotional so i could never get in his head to understand how he actually feels. i dont want to find out hes still in love with me, i just want him to also tell me hes done with me. it’s hard to explain

this feels morally wrong though. cause it’s pushing something that isn’t in reality to cause a difference in my reality. i want to do it but it feels wrong

edit: does anyone know if i’m good to park in the lions club park parking lot all day? i didn’t see any signs but i also didn’t look very hard

i recently got a job working right downtown (on lakeshore) and i’ve been pretty lucky with only getting 1 ticket so far.

i’ve been trying out different spots but most places only allow you to be there for 3 hours and don’t let you renew.

anyone know of any special spots? i’d like to be 5-7 min walking distance (im right across from the pier)

a dear friend of mine passed away 2 years ago and i’ve only seen him in one dream since (in which we were kissing which i’ve been very curious about since because from my understanding there was never any sexual tension between us). for context, i smoked weed all day everyday for about 5 years (a one year break inbetween) and i started my sobriety journey in september, although ive only been fully sober since jan, so i never dreamt before, and ive only been actively dreaming on and off during my sobriety journey) he would be (M24) and I am (F23).

We were very close friends. My ex whom I was with for 4 years until last september was also his best friend, but we each developed our friendships separately and did not meet through each-other (we all met at rehab lol) I lived in a sort of “halfway house” with this friend of mine (my ex was not a part of that) and him and i became very close. he was vulnerable with me in ways he couldn’t be with others, and he almost treated me like a bit of a mother figure. (i am a person to mom people though, a lot of people see me this way)

When going through rough times while breaking up with my ex (an addict who I had a hard time giving up on) this past september/october, I would often go for walks, look up at the sky and talk to him. He was the only one that knew both of us close enough to really understand the situation. I wanted him to be mad at my ex for me, etc.

Anyway. I asked him for a sign when I was in this period of talking to him and I got one. It was so special. I can go into more detail if needed, but this was proof to me that his consciousness is still here, still with me.

I’ve only had 2 lucid dreams (both in the last 3 weeks) , but I feel confident that I will continue to lucid dream as I am going to put effort in with techniques which I haven’t done yet other than reality checking and a simple “if i can dream, i can fly” mantra.

I really want to talk to him. I feel like I already know he is happier in that place, and I’ve known that since he passed away as he really struggled. I was always a support for him like no other, and I want to have him be there for me as comfort in my confusion and existentialism and human emotions as I still have attachment issues with my ex who is terrible for me. but he would understand.

I’m curious if anyone has tried this and had any luck. do you feel like it’s really them? or is it just your mind generating them?

Thank you :)

a dear friend of mine passed away 2 years ago and i’ve only seen him in one dream since (in which we were kissing which i’ve been very curious about since because from my understanding there was never any sexual tension between us). for context, i smoked weed all day everyday for about 5 years (a one year break inbetween) and i started my sobriety journey in september, although ive only been fully sober since jan, so i never dreamt before, and ive only been actively dreaming on and off during my sobriety journey) he would be (M24) and I am (F23).

We were very close friends. My ex whom I was with for 4 years until last september was also his best friend, but we each developed our friendships separately and did not meet through each-other (we all met at rehab lol) I lived in a sort of “halfway house” with this friend of mine (my ex was not a part of that) and him and i became very close. he was vulnerable with me in ways he couldn’t be with others, and he almost treated me like a bit of a mother figure. (i am a person to mom people though, a lot of people see me this way)

When going through rough times while breaking up with my ex (an addict who I had a hard time giving up on) this past september/october, I would often go for walks, look up at the sky and talk to him. He was the only one that knew both of us close enough to really understand the situation. I wanted him to be mad at my ex for me, etc.

Anyway. I asked him for a sign when I was in this period of talking to him and I got one. It was so special. I can go into more detail if needed, but this was proof to me that his consciousness is still here, still with me.

I’ve only had 2 lucid dreams (both in the last 3 weeks) , but I feel confident that I will continue to lucid dream as I am going to put effort in with techniques which I haven’t done yet other than reality checking and a simple “if i can dream, i can fly” mantra.

I really want to talk to him. I feel like I already know he is happier in that place, and I’ve known that since he passed away as he really struggled. I was always a support for him like no other, and I want to have him be there for me as comfort in my confusion and existentialism and human emotions as I still have attachment issues with my ex who is terrible for me. but he would understand.

I’m curious if anyone has tried this and had any luck. do you feel like it’s really them? or is it just your mind generating them?

Thank you :)

wokeup in the morning, went back to bed saying my one little mantra “if i can dream, i can fly” that’s it. i’ve had a really busy past 2 weeks so i haven’t actually been keeping up with it, but the only other thing i’ve been doing is reality checks by looking at my hands.

i’ve noticed that when very impossible (to real life) things are happening in my dreams it is very easy for me to have a point where i recognize i must be dreaming (in this instance a plane crashed upside down but right after people started to casually walk out of the plane like nothing had happened) i went to look at my hands.

this is my second official lucid dream ever (i posted about my first it was probably 3 weeks ago) the first one i got scared so i didn’t try to do anything. this one, I WAS READY! my hands were kind of glitching in and out with extra fingers whereas in my first lucid dream when i checked my hands i very clearly had an extra middle finger on one hand which put me into a “its happening” moment. this time i already knew i was for sure dreaming and it almost felt like i was the one making myself have extra fingers by trying to generate them for proof.

anyway, this is the exciting part for me: i realized, it’s time for me to control my dream, and first thing i thought of (safe thing) was to see my 8.5 year old doggy (my best friend). once i thought of him (although i think i might have said it aloud) my dreamscape shifted over from left to right and BOOM i was in my room, with him laying on my bed. it was so exciting, i told myself that i have nothing to fear and i tried to interact with him. i pet his head.

it was interesting to me because in my dreams i usually feel very physically present, like i can physically feel everything going on. in this dream my touch sensation didn’t feel as solid. i felt him but i didn’t necessarily feel him on my hands if that makes sense. i could feel the surroundings but felt less like my body. it was very cool.

then i woke up :) and im upset with myself because i went back to sleep before writing it down and went into another dream (not lucid) but i was aware enough after waking to be able to remember my lucid experience clearly!

so exciting! i’m curious if anyone has tips for me to be lucid dreaming more often, or to be able to stay in it longer. i’m a very busy gal, and so far it has come to me quite naturally so i’m hoping for some small little things i can be doing. so far my 2 lucid dreams have been very short experiences and id like to keep em going for longer💙🌛

i’m sketched out by every place i look at for some reason