u/tineetitee

I don’t see anyone talking about how gross Sincere is about Amora?? Like I understand she knew coming into Casa he was two-faced and maybe she was playing up her feelings too a bit, but the way he completely switched up and treated her so coldly when she came back was so nasty to me. Like immediately cold empty stares, calling her “big dog”, and then verbalizing to the guys he basically was just using her for the “experience” (which was obvious).

Like it’s so gross. He could at least own up to it and be like “yeah I downplayed my feelings about melanie to you and i’m sorry” or SOMETHING but he kept making it seem like their connection was so genuine until movie night when he finally was jst like basically “you were amazing but it was never you”. despite telling her before coming back to the villa that it would’ve been her if they had more time? saying something like that so lightly when you don’t mean it is so scary to me and then switching up completely when your little “test” comes back to the villa to haunt you. he’s seriously the worst. i’m glad she called him out a bit on it.

and dont get me started on how he tried to flip the script and try to make melanie seem like a hypocrite for what she did in a CHALLENGE in front of him with Corbin?? ugh🚮

I really want to know if anyone has been in a similar position and how they got out of it. I'm a second semester nursing student in an ABSN program. For some context, I got pushed back a semester because I had to be hospitalized for two weeks after a spontaneous pneumothorax. I came back with a fire and determination to succeed, even though it wasn't necessarily the most healthy or consistent motivation. I passed 6 classes first semester with all As and Bs.

Now, it's second semester and I'm not sure what happened but my mental health has gone in the gutter. Nothing in particular has happened, I just feel... Tired constantly, embarrassed to exist and having the urge to isolate constantly. It's not exclusive to nursing school either, I just feel like I wasn't made to survive in this world. Even family and close friends, I avoid because I feel so much shame. For what? Maybe because I'm extremely behind in life and a socially anxious loner with no life.. Or maybe not I'm really not sure, because nothing has really changed from last semester. I manage to get myself up to go to class everyday, but I find myself distracted, and when I get home I do nothing.. Maybe the bare minimum studying if that, and my assignments I do extremely last minute. I've been getting low 70s on exams so far, which is a massive fall compared to how I was performing last semester (and is considered failing for my program. 80 percent minimum to pass). It doesn't help that there have been multiple administrative changes at my school so everything is so disorganized.

I have struggled with ADHD and severe anxiety my whole life, and for nearly a decade now I've had depression. I want this so so badly, for the first time in my life I know exactly what I want. I even started taking medication despite how averse I am to psych meds and it hasn't been helping at all. I got pushed back a semester already due to reasons completely out of my control, I just don't want to be set back again. I do not know what to do, or where to turn. I feel paralyzed in my own mind and like my future is slipping away from me. Please, is there anyone who has gone through something similar? If so, how did you get out of it?

I really want to know if anyone has been in a similar position and how they got out of it. I'm a second semester nursing student in an ABSN program. For some context, I got pushed back a semester because I had to be hospitalized for two weeks after a spontaneous pneumothorax. I came back with a fire and determination to succeed, even though it wasn't necessarily the most healthy or consistent motivation. I passed 6 classes first semester with all As and Bs.

Now, it's second semester and I'm not sure what happened but my mental health has gone in the gutter. Nothing in particular has happened, I just feel... Tired constantly, embarrassed to exist and having the urge to isolate constantly. It's not exclusive to nursing school either, I just feel like I wasn't made to survive in this world. Even family and close friends, I avoid because I feel so much shame. For what? Maybe because I'm extremely behind in life and a socially anxious loner with no life.. Or maybe not I'm really not sure, because nothing has really changed from last semester. I manage to get myself up to go to class everyday, but I find myself distracted, and when I get home I do nothing.. Maybe the bare minimum studying if that, and my assignments I do extremely last minute. I've been getting low 70s on exams so far, which is a massive fall compared to how I was performing last semester (and is considered failing for my program. 80 percent minimum to pass). It doesn't help that there have been multiple administrative changes at my school so everything is so disorganized.

I have struggled with ADHD and severe anxiety my whole life, and for nearly a decade now I've had depression. I want this so so badly, for the first time in my life I know exactly what I want. I even started taking medication despite how averse I am to psych meds and it hasn't been helping at all. I got pushed back a semester already due to reasons completely out of my control, I just don't want to be set back again. I do not know what to do, or where to turn. I feel paralyzed in my own mind and like my future is slipping away from me. Please, is there anyone who has gone through something similar? If so, how did you get out of it?

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