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When I said nobody can understand me, this is what I mean. And what is goggins trying to saying ?

Sometimes I feel like even if I really wanted to share my real self with someone I don’t think they could completely understand me because honestly sometimes even I don’t understand myself fully I can explain things about me I can tell people what I think and what I feel but there is always something underneath it that I can’t really put into words and I feel like nobody else could understand that part because they are not inside my head and maybe that’s why I don’t really feel like sharing everything with someone I keep thinking I should figure myself out first by myself but at the same time I know I probably can’t completely figure myself out alone either and that’s kind of the confusing part of all this

So I watched this movie a very long time ago, maybe in the starting of June. I watched this movie because I thought it's an adult, something like fantasy movie. So I watched this, and I thought even if it does not an adult movie, the way I thought, but still it's a Korean movie. It came from Korean cinema. It would be a great experience. At least I'm not feeling not feel bored. So first, I watched this movie in dubbed. I just randomly watched this movie, and this is the most bullshit movie I ever seen in Korean cinema. Yep. Everything about this movie is bullshit. The ending, the starting, I mean, what the hell was even that? As I said, I watched this movie in the starting of June, so I don't remember much scenes, like in details. But as I know, the girl who got pregnant by the owner of the house she worked in. Her wife find— his wife find out that she want her her child die, while they successful in that. But in the end, the housemaid killed herself, commits suicide, and her wife forgave her husband. I mean, bullshit. Absolutely fucking bullshit. Even though adult scene are not even that good. So this is the only and ever movie of Korean cinema I absolutely find fucking bullshit and nonsense. What about you? Did you find this movie? Maybe I got a lot of hate criticism, like, You did not understand this movie, like that. And I don't give a shit. I appreciate the movies and I also criticize it. I want to let you know about your opinion about this one.

Yeah, well, it's been four months since I watched any Korean movie. I mean Korean thriller, whatever. So I want you guys to select one movie for me. Absolutely one fucking movie. So that gave me get back to the obsession. Some of them are Japanese movie, but most of them, just forget about is it Japanese or whatever. Just suggest me one movie from this list, and I will watch that, and I will review about it.

What this means ? The lines- don’t die like this bro , the deep thought of trying to see what this is all about?

To me it’s

If you are a student or a teacher or whatever in field you are in don’t matter if you are disappointed, feeling down all the time, hating yourself, not confident, not able to ask her out not taking any chances or the actions

Then this line come up

Don’t die like this

For better understanding let take the example of me

I want be a man of my word, consistent, honest with myself, consistent , confident, a great body, my feelings to be stronger than my mind

But I bitch about fucking everything I bitch not having time I bitch about my mood , my excuses
all of that

So the negotiations made me hate myself, low confidence, not taking any responsibility, the actions, the urge to talk to peoples I want .it was me who stopping myself from getting what I want.

So what to do about this?
No motivation no any quote not any video
Help me when whenever I was negotiating with myself

What I did was taking action
Like in morning staring with

5 push up 10 squats and cold bath ( like 1 day -5 then day 2–7 then day 3–9 same with squats)
Studying 30 min everyday
Staying in awkward movement for 1 min,start greeting everyone ( social interaction)
Helping in my family business
Whatever I feel something I can’t able to share to anyone I start journal about that

I see I am capable of doing this
I can do this and I starting to feel confident more driven trust me

The feeling, the confidence, the attitude of I don’t give a fuck , I can do whatever what fuck I want I am fucking capable of doing this shit

The version I experienced was totally different and I will never want to leave it

So what why I am saying— once in your life experience that version of yourself that u are dreaming for and you will see I was living shits this whole time and I don’t even try to see what is this all about what I all about.

Thanks for u to reading
What your thoughts or opinions

If anything help you pls let me know

This striking bronze monument on the shores of Ganryü-jima Island captures the intense climax of Japan's most celebrated sword duel. which actually took place right on this very island.
Builtto honor the historic 1612 showdown between rival masters Miyamoto Musashi and Sasaki Kojiro, the statues dramatize the split second that defined samurai lore. Musashi is famously depicted mid-air, leaping upward with a wooden sword carved from a boat oar, while Kojirõ slashes upward with his signature extra-long blade. By freezing their final clash in metal, the monument transforms a remote beach into a dramatic tribute to honor, strategy, and martial arts history

Your opinion?

I never saw your guys talking about horror movie here so I did

This is found footage film

Last night, I watched this movie at 2:00 a.m. with the lights off and some snacks beside me. This is how I watch movies—I like to build an atmosphere first.

The movie is about a haunted hospital where a group of ghost hunters investigates the place live on their channel to catch supernatural activity.

Slowly, the movie moves deeper into its story and starts building tension and drama.

Overall, this is a good and genuinely scary movie. It doesn’t rely on jump scares, but it still manages to scare you, just as it scared me.

My advice: watch it late at night in a dark room with headphones on, from start to finish, without taking breaks. Even something as simple as going to the bathroom can ruin the atmosphere and reduce the movie’s impact.

1 OF THE 7 FREAKIEST PLACES IN THE WORLD ( I wonder if they make movie on remaining haunted places )

Your suggestion I waiting

It’s been 1 year since I left the vagabond on chapter 305

At first I don’t want to finish it i just don’t want to see where inoue sensei drop it so until now I haven’t read the remaining chapters.I read 305 chapter in 1 year. I have all the volumes physical one so that why it’s take time.

I find out inoue sensei want to experience more life itself to finish this manga ( I know there health issues too) Musashi was in a period of self-reflection, and Inoue himself seemed to be reflecting on the story and his own life what a irony isn’t.

I find out why I am not reading the other chapters because vagabond is not a manga for me noooo at first I read it for art style the samurai theme but later I found out something that ask me about my life, where is my life going on , what I am doing what is the one thing I dedicate myself to? The farming arc where Musashi was in the period of self reflection I want to be experienced that too after defeating the strongest opponent why Musashi thinking like that ? Why he choose farming I mean some warrior don’t think that deeply they just live as they live.

Some of you guy maybe try to explain me the reason why Musashi doing this but I feel like we know that things without any experiences without any failures without any problems ,any reps there is the mush bigger difference in a person who just listen it from somewhere or a person who actually goes through it.

So I was on hiatus. I want life experiences , failures , rejection, the broken phase the alone time I just don’t want to understand vagabond I want to experience it. i will read this manga again I don’t know when but I will.