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Does anyone know where I can get the Sunderland 25/26 jersey in pak 😭 literally can't find it anywhere

Anyone who is appearing this year or anyone who appeared before and got an A*
How do you study for this subject? It feels reallyy hard, and there's not a lot of time left for the first paper. Also, if anyone has notes plsss give i barely have any resources 😭😭
Any help would be appreciated, thanks!

I'm 16F. Last year, I started questioning the religion and left it.
I don't have anyone to tell this too i dont think. I've ever even said it out loud, I come from a very religious family who I know would prob disown me if they knew, all my friends are muslim and very deeply so, it feels like I'm a hypocrite or something, and it feels soooo lonely. Even before when I was muslim i didnt have a lot of friends, but it didn't matter that much to me because I thought God was with me and I wasn't alone. but now it bothers me a bit more, like for example rn my exams are going on theyre very important, whenever i try to talk to someone how im kind of scared they wont go well and im feeling anxious they bring up how i should pray, leave it upto God and ask him and all that, yesterday i was talking to my grandpa about this and he said those same things but he said them with so sincerity that he prays for me and inshallah god will help me through it that i just wanted to cry. It will break his heart so much if I come out; I can't stand it. I feel like I don't feel guilt as in religiously like I'll go to hell or all that, I just feel guilt for my parents and grandparents and my uncle and aunts who raised me with so much love, and everything makes me feel like the loneliest girl on the planet.

I don’t even know what I’m looking for by posting this. I think I just want to know if anyone else has gone through something similar, especially if you're also close to my age, and how you dealt with the loneliness and guilt.