I'm 5 days off it. And my pain in my shoulder is now almost unbearable, but I can't smoke the weed without tobacco and I can't do it anymore, I don't wanna end up with emphysema or bloody dying. If I have it I just smoke it bloody constantly. I can't not. So I'm off it. And now I might have to quit my job because of the pain and my mental health. I'm bloody done in. Need support as I'm not getting it elsewhere.
And the dichotomy of my full chart shows up in my pantone! Hahaha I kinda like it 😅
So I've been told my chart points to a creative/performer, but like complicated by my internal self doubts. Am I really as drawn to the metaphysical/consciousness due to my chart and is that what's hampering my creative pursuits? I'm fascinated by these revelations. I'm no expert tho so dunno if my duality is really as clear in my chart.
I'm there most nights, there was a rollercoaster/ride instead of the stairs the other night. This is my old shopping centre from where I used to live when I was under 12. Only just realised this part I dream about is the same. Obvs pretty quiet in my dreams.