▲ 34 r/exjw
I can't keep doing this
this was my first convention being pimo.. pretty sure it needs to be the last because my soul feels empty and drained.. as is my WALLET good god 😭
but then on the other hand my mom straight up asked me if I still believe and I lied because i'm too scared, I feel like i'm waiting for some golden opportunity or catalyst but don't know what it is
and my relationship with my mom and family is great since they think im in.. it just makes me feel sick
tldr: this needs to end but I can't stop delaying
u/trash_slinky — 10 hours ago