u/uberlebenskunstler

Rat girl breakfast

Rat girl breakfast

Did a French or polish or Russian or Ukrainian or whatever you call it exit I swear it’s a different nationality in each language and my polyglot brain can’t remember the English one rn! anyway-
I went to the festival where I got guest list, met with crush (who put me on) for around 10 mins. so the *suspense* is maxxed, I left and I didn’t see him again we will see each other on Tuesday and I swear I looked the hottest ever. I wore a glitter top where I’ve sown two different earrings on to the nips and my make up was on FLEEK he was so close to my face when talking 🫠
Cornichons, peanut flips, pretzel sticks, grana padano and chocolate yumm

u/uberlebenskunstler — 5 days ago

Ovulating and on top of the world

So my day started with a guest list entry to a festival from a guy hihi, then free crab chips at the sushi place which I’m eating rn and just came back from drinking fine limoncello on the house cos I realised the Italian restaurant was in fact *albanian* like every goddamm Italian restaurant here so I got into a casual conversation and left without paying because they said if you want when I asked to pay hahahahaahahahaa hormones are doing the work for me today and I’m loving it 😊 sheep cheese lettuce Chili olive oil on butter bread

u/uberlebenskunstler — 7 days ago

Albanian girl dinner

Sheep cheese Kalamata olives and sunflower seeds
I just want a man but not just anyone like someone who takes charge and is interesting and has an understanding of the world etc
There are so many handsome looking guys very hot guys but they miss the depth and so I’m not attracted to them. The one I’m attracted to doesn’t pay attention to me. And I’m not gonna get into a neglectful relationship dynamic again - especially with my daddy issues. I blocked my father and it’s a big win! I’m not tolerating shitty men in my life no more. But fuck I’m horny and it’s hard not to make stupid decisions!!!!

u/uberlebenskunstler — 8 days ago

How do I cope???

He’s the first guy that is genuinely kind to me and I just don’t know how to cope after all the abuse I’ve been through. I totally put him on a pedestal…
Nothing happened between us yet but I can feel the chemistry.
My genuine question:
How do I not fuck this up?????????????
I feel like I don’t deserve good love and that nothing good will ever happen to me so I’m just waiting in the distance, yearning.
And I am also terrified like what if he’s not the right one after all?
I just got out of a really bad relationship where I’ve been neglected the entire time and I also have been single for most of my life so I kind of feel like I can be on my own and at the same time I fear that I might be opening myself up too early for a new relationship.
But I can feel that he’s different. He hasn’t used me for anything and has been nothing but a gentlemen. I feel like this is my first shot at having a respectful partner that’s why the stakes are so high. Maybe I’m overestimating the situation I really hope I’m not delulu. Help me with coping strategies please, mantras etc.
my life is so full. I have a son a job that fulfills me and I’m going to training soon to upgrade my career and the training was completely new found motivation thanks to being in love after moving overseas!!! I also have so many hobbies I just started practicing sashiko and I’m definitely not bored but my brain can only fantasise about him, please help me!

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u/uberlebenskunstler — 10 days ago

Hilfe! Was schenkt man einem Mann?

Ich bin in der U-Bahn zu einem männlichen Wesen, das mir sehr aus der Patsche geholfen hat -vor kurzem. Ich hole mein letztes Zeug von ihm ab. Wir sind nicht mehr als Bekannte.
Wenn er eine Frau wäre, würde ich ihm Blumen, Wein und Schokolade schenken. Er ist aber ein Mann! Helft mir!! Ich habe nur noch ca. eine Stunde Fahrt vor mir und muss mir schnell was einfallen lassen!

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u/uberlebenskunstler — 14 days ago