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My baseline seems to be below the normal level of a functioning human. No matter how much work I put in, over years and years, I get setback to the beginning. I haven't experienced that getting better people talk about, I just seem to be playing a rigged game of snakes and ladders.

I can do things sometimes, but it takes a lot of effort and it doesn't get easier. It's really draining. If I stop pushing, I have a setback or any other reason, I slide right back to the start. The worst part is the erosion of my personality. I don't really know who I am anymore.

A bit dramatic maybe. I don't know. Just tiring. Venting I guess.

Need help building a list that I can make once and then follow it so that I never have to think about maintaining my home. Need ideas for what I should add on the list.

Daily - Dishes

Weekly - Laundry

Monthly - ?

Every 3 months - Properly cleaning out fridge?

I just know that I need a list, but when it comes down to it, I am getting overwhelmed and forget the jobs that need doing. Any help appreciated.

How much would it cost to make a canvas yourself, a large one. Let's say 4ft x 4ft. What materials do I need to make it. What kind of fabric do I need. Would like to make large abstract paintings to sell but trying to work out the cost.

Looking to get into woodworking in a very small space, probably with hand tools. I have a spare box room in my house that I can use. So I don't want to be creating lots of dust in my house, hence the hand tools. My idea being that they would negate the dust problem. What sort of things could I build in a space like this?

I was wondering if anyone has any youtube channel recommendations so that I could get some inspiration. Or any recommendations, advice for the type of things I could build in a space this small/inside my actual house.

I don't have anywhere outside to set up a shed or something like that unfortunately.

Wondering how common this is? For years I've liked the idea of learning a language but I try for a couple of weeks, stop, and then months/year later I try again. I don't mind that learning a language hasn't stuck, I don't need it for work and I don't live in a new country so it's just a hobby. It's just annoying how I always seem to revisit it! As hobbies go it does seem like such a massive waste of time to do for a couple weeks at a time and then come back to it and have to start again